Not a fanfic, sorry!

Jan 18, 2009 18:46


Okay, I don’t mean to be a bitch but I’m trying to figure something out here.

For my birthday, this is what my parents decided to do.

1) They’re instating this whole thing where I get to go out with friends once a month. And since I had to give up February in order to get an extra half hour out of them yesterday night, I can’t go out with my friends again until after March 15th.

2) They’re STILL not letting me learn how to drive because they haven’t figured out whether or not they want me to get my license in Delaware or PA.

I know my parents love me and they try to do what’s right for me. Most of the time, I really love the things they do for me. But because of them, I don’t think Williams trusts me enough to let me student-direct this year. Because of them, I’m not allowed to even contact the Jacob family. And that was a friendship that meant more than words could express. I don’t think I’m going to be allowed to student-produce for the Delaware All-State Theatre. I don’t even think I’m going to be allowed to do any senior week things. Heck, I don’t even know if I have the final say on where I’m going to college. And more than anything, I don’t feel like I’m ever going to be able to do what I want to do. It’s always going to be them.

I feel like I’m going backwards with them now that I’m 18. Here, I thought they were finally giving me some credit, finally letting me do what I want to do. But it feels like I’m being treated like a five-year-old. And I have no idea what to do about this.

What do you guys think?
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