Well theres a difference between telling a story from your perspective, and pulling shit out of your ass. What happened was simple. I messaged you saying we should go our seperate ways [which you and I both knew would happen sooner or later] Then I messaged Tim with a thank you because he at least deserved that. And then he messaged me back with a bunch of shit, and I told him my side because again, he at least deserved that.
This wasnt supposed to be so dramatic. I just did what we both knew needed to be done, end this thing weve been calling a friendship for the past year or more that has been nothing of the sort.
I wasnt trying to bash you, or call you names or this that and the other thing, I wanted to be civil. So later if I saw you again we could maybe even have a smile and a wave for eachother. I did end up calling you things out of anger, but it wasnt as bad as your innitial response. Which was really uncalled for. Im not fake, never have been, never will be, and getting all hissy and replying to my text like that was really unnecessary.
Sometime, Id like this to be settled reasonably. I dont want this to be a "Jazmyne and Alexandra hate eachother now" thing. I just wanted to end what was never really there anyways.
You just assume everything like you know whats going on. And then you have to be a bitch about it. Not to mention that the "essay I wrote to Tim" was in response to his essay to me. You left that part out. Plus, you really expect me to believe that if I told you Id seen Kristin that you wouldnt have freaked out? That you would have calmly talked through it with me? No. Im sorry but no. Your hatred for that girl is so extensive that it honestly scared me into lying to you that night. I had every intention of telling you I was seeing her, I just was caught off gaurd that specific night and didnt know how to say it, so I decided it would be easier to just lie and then tell you later when I wasnt high or had a plan of action. Like I said before Id only seen Kristin twice when I saw you. Im sorry you dont understand but this girls been in my life more then twice as long as you, so yeah, it was really hard to go without her. Especially since the reason me and her stopped being friend was infact before I "found out" she "stole 800 dollars from you" it was a lot to handle. Shed been really good to me up until recently when shit got bad between you and her, so yeah, forgive me if I was confused and wanted to once and for all hear her side. However, her side had nothing to do with what happened with you and me. She even told me that if her being friends with me was going to be an issue with you and me that she would step back. She has absolutely nothing to do with any of this, and it really bothers me that you make it some big thing, when its as simple as:: Our friendship has been over for a long time, you have your money, and its time to go. And, I dont recall you hitting me up even once after I moved to Alpine, and really, we can even blame that on our phones if we dont want to deal with it. I spent at least a week just getting my room together, and then another week I spent catching up on all my school work because the previous 2 weeks Id been slacking because of the move. And then, I met some new friends at school and we'd been hanging out. So, yeah, thats why I didnt hit you up. Plus, Ive been trying to NOT be the one hitting you up all the time, because it seems youve been hinting, if not straight up telling me that it pisses you off that I always want to hang out, so I gave you the innitiative. As for the Garett thing you mentioned earlier. How can you hold that against me? I was [again] stuck between you and Kristin. Do I keep my promise to Kristin and let her tell you, or do I rat her out? You cant see how hard being "best friends" with both of you was? And the Dylan thing.. I remember physically leaving your house to hang out with him twice, and both times I had your blessing, so its really not fair for you to hold a grudge againt me for what, going on 2 1/2 years now? And I dont see why youd use that anyways, why couldnt you just be happy for me? I ended up marrying the boy, so clearly, I needed to spend time with him early in our relationship so we could progress to where we are now, and youre making it seem like I was doing it in spite of you.
I know Im going ona tangent right now. Even though I said I wasnt going to defend myself, Im trying to [calmly, I hope Im not sounding like Im trying to be a bitch] once and for all get what I think out there since we apparently are on two different continents with this....
Anyways, I gotta go eat dinner, but if you want to reply we can finish this.
Why don't you just shut the fuck up and go hang out with kristin already? You fucking lied to me, its all in the open now, you admitted to it, and that is why I'm fucking pissed, end of discussion you ignorant little girl.
Alright fuck being reasonable. Youre fucking pathetic Alexandra. Im ignorant? Gimme a fucking break. Youre just a immature 11 year old that has to blame all your problems on other people because you cant believe what a piece of shit crazy person you turned out to be/ And dont fucking talk about how Im " dumb as fuck and without a fucking clue. " For starters I have a job and go to school full time, Im married, the list goes on, Ive accomplished more shit than you have, and its not just because Im older than you its being Im not some spoiled little rich bitch like you are. Fuck. I cant believe I even wasted my life on you. Fuck you and good riddance.
What happened was simple.
I messaged you saying we should go our seperate ways [which you and I both knew would happen sooner or later]
Then I messaged Tim with a thank you because he at least deserved that.
And then he messaged me back with a bunch of shit, and I told him my side because again, he at least deserved that.
This wasnt supposed to be so dramatic.
I just did what we both knew needed to be done, end this thing weve been calling a friendship for the past year or more that has been nothing of the sort.
I wasnt trying to bash you, or call you names or this that and the other thing, I wanted to be civil. So later if I saw you again we could maybe even have a smile and a wave for eachother. I did end up calling you things out of anger, but it wasnt as bad as your innitial response. Which was really uncalled for. Im not fake, never have been, never will be, and getting all hissy and replying to my text like that was really unnecessary.
Sometime, Id like this to be settled reasonably. I dont want this to be a "Jazmyne and Alexandra hate eachother now" thing. I just wanted to end what was never really there anyways.
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And then you have to be a bitch about it.
Not to mention that the "essay I wrote to Tim" was in response to his essay to me. You left that part out.
Plus, you really expect me to believe that if I told you Id seen Kristin that you wouldnt have freaked out? That you would have calmly talked through it with me? No. Im sorry but no. Your hatred for that girl is so extensive that it honestly scared me into lying to you that night. I had every intention of telling you I was seeing her, I just was caught off gaurd that specific night and didnt know how to say it, so I decided it would be easier to just lie and then tell you later when I wasnt high or had a plan of action.
Like I said before Id only seen Kristin twice when I saw you. Im sorry you dont understand but this girls been in my life more then twice as long as you, so yeah, it was really hard to go without her. Especially since the reason me and her stopped being friend was infact before I "found out" she "stole 800 dollars from you" it was a lot to handle. Shed been really good to me up until recently when shit got bad between you and her, so yeah, forgive me if I was confused and wanted to once and for all hear her side.
However, her side had nothing to do with what happened with you and me.
She even told me that if her being friends with me was going to be an issue with you and me that she would step back. She has absolutely nothing to do with any of this, and it really bothers me that you make it some big thing, when its as simple as:: Our friendship has been over for a long time, you have your money, and its time to go.
And, I dont recall you hitting me up even once after I moved to Alpine, and really, we can even blame that on our phones if we dont want to deal with it. I spent at least a week just getting my room together, and then another week I spent catching up on all my school work because the previous 2 weeks Id been slacking because of the move. And then, I met some new friends at school and we'd been hanging out. So, yeah, thats why I didnt hit you up. Plus, Ive been trying to NOT be the one hitting you up all the time, because it seems youve been hinting, if not straight up telling me that it pisses you off that I always want to hang out, so I gave you the innitiative.
As for the Garett thing you mentioned earlier. How can you hold that against me? I was [again] stuck between you and Kristin. Do I keep my promise to Kristin and let her tell you, or do I rat her out? You cant see how hard being "best friends" with both of you was?
And the Dylan thing.. I remember physically leaving your house to hang out with him twice, and both times I had your blessing, so its really not fair for you to hold a grudge againt me for what, going on 2 1/2 years now? And I dont see why youd use that anyways, why couldnt you just be happy for me? I ended up marrying the boy, so clearly, I needed to spend time with him early in our relationship so we could progress to where we are now, and youre making it seem like I was doing it in spite of you.
I know Im going ona tangent right now. Even though I said I wasnt going to defend myself, Im trying to [calmly, I hope Im not sounding like Im trying to be a bitch] once and for all get what I think out there since we apparently are on two different continents with this....
Anyways, I gotta go eat dinner, but if you want to reply we can finish this.
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Youre fucking pathetic Alexandra.
Im ignorant?
Gimme a fucking break. Youre just a immature 11 year old that has to blame all your problems on other people because you cant believe what a piece of shit crazy person you turned out to be/
And dont fucking talk about how Im " dumb as fuck and without a fucking clue. " For starters I have a job and go to school full time, Im married, the list goes on, Ive accomplished more shit than you have, and its not just because Im older than you its being Im not some spoiled little rich bitch like you are.
Fuck.
I cant believe I even wasted my life on you.
Fuck you and good riddance.
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Why are you such an instigator?
Always pushing for more drama.
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