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Wow, I haven't had a real update in here for a while.
I've been sick this whole week...sore throat. And then today my stomach was really bothering me. And just felt really weak and dizzy. lol everytime I stand up my eyes will like black out. Weirdest thing.
So Dawson's Creek has been pretty good this week. Filling in some blank spots with me since I only get to watch it when I'm sick, and during the summer. haha very interesting. So much drama in only 3 days too.
I've been playing on the piano these past few days too. Haha having a lot of fun with it too. Lauren caught me today when she dropped off my homework. But I'm teaching myself Carol of the Bells by copying our piano player. That's fun. And then just working on my Mozart and Beethoven pieces too. I love being able to just wander with my thoughts and then return to my playing and realize my hands still know the piece and don't need my mind in order to play. It's seriously the most awesomest thing. I still can't get my Titanic song back in my hands, but I realized on Sunday that maybe I need to let it die...it's got a painful memory attached to it. The last time I really played it I was crying while I played, and I haven't been able to play it right since.
Anyways, now i've been kind of stressing about the work. Sure, I've got 4 days to catch up, but that'll be on top of my regular homework that I already struggle with getting done. Some of it though I've done and I'm liking this independent studies feeling. History- done. English- half done. Bible- not at all. I can't wait till we have Mr. Darby for Bible. Watch, now once we get him I'm gunna be wishing I had andrae instead...nah, I doubt that.
Gah, I think I'm the only person that got less than an A for ASB. And that is seriously crap! I got a B-, but I'm Rochelle, and if I think I don't deserve the grade, I'm gonna be pissed. I got a C+ in English, but I didn't do the book report and had a lot of late assignments...I deserved the C+. But I worked my butt off putting together his rallies, homecoming (which included the shopping, cleaning, decorating, clean up afterwards, etc.), helped with the homecoming football game, put in a lot of time with that homecoming thing, and since a lot of people had football (legit excuse) and cheerleading (also a legit excuse), I had to do a lot of the work by myself, or with little help. I'm not mad about that though, cause like I said, the other people had prior committments, it's just that....why work my butt off for a bad grade? blah. it's so gay...
Hm...I think that's all that's really wrong right now. I'm still in my good mood, but nothing really bad has happened to bring me down either.
I kind of want to go to school tomorrow, but then I don't. I'm getting bored staying home, but then I dunno if school will be all that great either. I dunno if I'm going tomorrow or not, so we shall see...
Well I'm gunna go now..Matt's here...good night.
I've been sick this whole week...sore throat. And then today my stomach was really bothering me. And just felt really weak and dizzy. lol everytime I stand up my eyes will like black out. Weirdest thing.
So Dawson's Creek has been pretty good this week. Filling in some blank spots with me since I only get to watch it when I'm sick, and during the summer. haha very interesting. So much drama in only 3 days too.
I've been playing on the piano these past few days too. Haha having a lot of fun with it too. Lauren caught me today when she dropped off my homework. But I'm teaching myself Carol of the Bells by copying our piano player. That's fun. And then just working on my Mozart and Beethoven pieces too. I love being able to just wander with my thoughts and then return to my playing and realize my hands still know the piece and don't need my mind in order to play. It's seriously the most awesomest thing. I still can't get my Titanic song back in my hands, but I realized on Sunday that maybe I need to let it die...it's got a painful memory attached to it. The last time I really played it I was crying while I played, and I haven't been able to play it right since.
Anyways, now i've been kind of stressing about the work. Sure, I've got 4 days to catch up, but that'll be on top of my regular homework that I already struggle with getting done. Some of it though I've done and I'm liking this independent studies feeling. History- done. English- half done. Bible- not at all. I can't wait till we have Mr. Darby for Bible. Watch, now once we get him I'm gunna be wishing I had andrae instead...nah, I doubt that.
Gah, I think I'm the only person that got less than an A for ASB. And that is seriously crap! I got a B-, but I'm Rochelle, and if I think I don't deserve the grade, I'm gonna be pissed. I got a C+ in English, but I didn't do the book report and had a lot of late assignments...I deserved the C+. But I worked my butt off putting together his rallies, homecoming (which included the shopping, cleaning, decorating, clean up afterwards, etc.), helped with the homecoming football game, put in a lot of time with that homecoming thing, and since a lot of people had football (legit excuse) and cheerleading (also a legit excuse), I had to do a lot of the work by myself, or with little help. I'm not mad about that though, cause like I said, the other people had prior committments, it's just that....why work my butt off for a bad grade? blah. it's so gay...
Hm...I think that's all that's really wrong right now. I'm still in my good mood, but nothing really bad has happened to bring me down either.
I kind of want to go to school tomorrow, but then I don't. I'm getting bored staying home, but then I dunno if school will be all that great either. I dunno if I'm going tomorrow or not, so we shall see...
Well I'm gunna go now..Matt's here...good night.