Another day...
My house is basically empty except for my things I'm taking with me and Noah's things he 's taking with him and our bedding. My right palm was itching last night. I hope that means I made some money in the auction yesterday. The next auction for my big stuff will be next Tues. I'm trying to make a back up plan in case I don't get the money to get my car fixed in order to get down there, because my sister's husband and kid decided they want to go and so there will no room in the truck for me. My sister is going to come on the 11th to help me clean and to take me to my last psych appointment so I'll have meds to get me thru til I get a new Dr. down there. I called the landlord yesterday and told him I'd be out of here on the 15th. He just said, "Ok, take care, bye."
I really can't wait to get down there now. I'm sick of this place and trying to find a ride anytime I need anything. It sickens me. I'm too independent for this shit. I'm going to call the auction guy this morning and find out how long it takes to get my money. He asked me if I had a forwarding address but a lot of good that'll do me if I have to leave without my car being fixed but knowing the money's coming.
These days are bittersweet. I hate to leave the proximity of my family but I just can't stay here any longer. It's driving me batty. My family is taking all this much better than I am. Go figure.
*out*
I really can't wait to get down there now. I'm sick of this place and trying to find a ride anytime I need anything. It sickens me. I'm too independent for this shit. I'm going to call the auction guy this morning and find out how long it takes to get my money. He asked me if I had a forwarding address but a lot of good that'll do me if I have to leave without my car being fixed but knowing the money's coming.
These days are bittersweet. I hate to leave the proximity of my family but I just can't stay here any longer. It's driving me batty. My family is taking all this much better than I am. Go figure.
*out*