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so cait now refers to me as 'fat sarah'.
she may as well call me 'bulemic sarah' cause its people like that who made me as fucked up as i used to be. i can understand 'psycho sarah' or 'emo sarah' or 'shit personality sarah'. . .
but to fucking pick on the one thing that took me so much courage to finally get over is the lowest and nastiest thing i have ever heard. im well aware ive put on weight since then but at least ive fucking learnt to respect myself and my body. i feel like im about to go through highschool all over again.
i dont know if i want to cry or punch something.
and i dont care what any of you say in her defence. . .i once thought she was the bee's knees too.
the thanks you get for taking somebody into your home and helping them with their problems.
theres no need for any of you to respond.
im just venting