just to stab the knife a little deeper
she looks at me with a fake warm gleam in her eye, when deep down i know that theres a raging fire... she never wants me around, and wouldn't be sad if something terrible were to happen to me...
i haven't seen her up close and personal since last year, since, well let's say "the shit hit the fan"...
if any of you know me, you know that i aim to please, with everything that i do in my life... and when i don't... it's a serious downfall, it's a completely terrible thing in my life, and having her not approve makes me really sad... i'm not good enough, i'm overbearing, i'm not smart enough, or pretty enough... i'm just not enough for him... and it makes me sad that she really and truly believes this...
but whats most important is what he believes...
and? what does he believe... i don't know... he never tells me... just stab the knife a little deeper why don't you...
i haven't seen her up close and personal since last year, since, well let's say "the shit hit the fan"...
if any of you know me, you know that i aim to please, with everything that i do in my life... and when i don't... it's a serious downfall, it's a completely terrible thing in my life, and having her not approve makes me really sad... i'm not good enough, i'm overbearing, i'm not smart enough, or pretty enough... i'm just not enough for him... and it makes me sad that she really and truly believes this...
but whats most important is what he believes...
and? what does he believe... i don't know... he never tells me... just stab the knife a little deeper why don't you...