... i realize...
... i'm smart enough to realize that what i did wasn't smart... and so many people have reminded me of that fact that it wasn't smart... and i'm willing to admit, and have admitted on several occassions that what i did wasn't smart... nor was it in my best judgement, or interest...
dissapointment is a bitch... and it kicks you in the ass... and i hate it... dissapointing people is more than i can handle... and i'm sorry i did it... i'm sorry i did all the things that i did... and i hope that all of you who are still upset with me, can understand that it was a bad choice... and i have willingly admitted it on several occassions... and i hope you understand that i'm really sorry... and not that saying i'm sorry will take back any of it... but, just realize that i won't do it again, and i'll think things through a lot more before i do them...
thank you for caring... and i'm really really sorry...
*jessa*
dissapointment is a bitch... and it kicks you in the ass... and i hate it... dissapointing people is more than i can handle... and i'm sorry i did it... i'm sorry i did all the things that i did... and i hope that all of you who are still upset with me, can understand that it was a bad choice... and i have willingly admitted it on several occassions... and i hope you understand that i'm really sorry... and not that saying i'm sorry will take back any of it... but, just realize that i won't do it again, and i'll think things through a lot more before i do them...
thank you for caring... and i'm really really sorry...
*jessa*