Feb 21, 2009 08:47
I don't know if it's hormones (PMS) or what, but this week I am feeling really not like myself. I feel destructive in all areas of my life. I'm running my relationship into the ground. I drank an entire bottle of wine last night (and then some). I cried in my Daddy's arms out of fear and frustration. Lord knows I ate a ton of food at the mystery dinner party (which surprisingly, turned out to be very well balanced!)
I mean, I'm really kind of losing it this week. But...it's just a week. I can get back on track next week. And hey, at least I have a voice lesson for the first time in a months!
I'm sorry, friends and loved ones, if I let you down.
emotions,
tears