updateroo
well it almost seemed like it wouldn't happen, but I've finished uni. no more essays, seminars, exams, lectures, revision and all-night stressathons.
i'm strangely bummed out.
it's not like i'm sad that i'm finished, but i guess i've spent so long stressing about uni things and focussing on the end that now it's here, i've got nothing else to work towards and it's left a massive hole. i just don't know what to do with myself! top of the list is deffo getting a full time job; part time in the shop is not paying any bills and i'm pretty sure that's the whole point of being a grown up.
other than that life is ace. rick is bloody brilliant. i'm pretty sure he didn't sign up for an emotional wreck as a girlfriend but spending time without him is a little bit like this party game i used to play as a kid where you had to eat doughnuts off a washing line with your hands tied behind your back; frustrating, messy and not even a little bit as satisfying as sitting down to eat it with a nice cup of tea. bloody love that lad.
things to look forward to then? no negi here please.
+ built to spill tomora!! you better be jealous.
+ going home to malvern with rick for our holidays <3
+ out of spite X, easily the best thing ever.
+ beaucoup de mint gigs, par example, owen, ted leo, set your goals and no trigger, the hold steady, crime in stereo...
+ awesome new housemate. 24/7 indie rock and films!!
everything will turn out triffic, just see.
xx
i'm strangely bummed out.
it's not like i'm sad that i'm finished, but i guess i've spent so long stressing about uni things and focussing on the end that now it's here, i've got nothing else to work towards and it's left a massive hole. i just don't know what to do with myself! top of the list is deffo getting a full time job; part time in the shop is not paying any bills and i'm pretty sure that's the whole point of being a grown up.
other than that life is ace. rick is bloody brilliant. i'm pretty sure he didn't sign up for an emotional wreck as a girlfriend but spending time without him is a little bit like this party game i used to play as a kid where you had to eat doughnuts off a washing line with your hands tied behind your back; frustrating, messy and not even a little bit as satisfying as sitting down to eat it with a nice cup of tea. bloody love that lad.
things to look forward to then? no negi here please.
+ built to spill tomora!! you better be jealous.
+ going home to malvern with rick for our holidays <3
+ out of spite X, easily the best thing ever.
+ beaucoup de mint gigs, par example, owen, ted leo, set your goals and no trigger, the hold steady, crime in stereo...
+ awesome new housemate. 24/7 indie rock and films!!
everything will turn out triffic, just see.
xx