i do not have the time.. and i should not have.. we're spinning but i'm not running.. i am only a child before my Father.. and the world is my playground..

do not read me.. know me..

wonder what i'm chasing.. wonder when will it stop..i think i've found what i wanted sometimes..  what do i want? i don't even know.. when will i even show what really goes on in my mind ( Read more... )

i wish i could do more than just give one word replies.. seems like it's difficult where you are.. and i can see now that there are a lot of things you hold on to.. but i'm sorry that there really isn't much i can do.. because i would rather not get into the midst of it.. and have to take sides, both sides expecting me to take theirs.. i am sorry ( Read more... )

i saw you just like you saw me.. so unsure of who we were.. familiar but faded into the back of each other's memory.. and our eyes locked.. and somehow it all came back.. funny how faces can be so unrecognisable when time passes.. but i'm glad that i just didn't walk past you to take a seat.. but we had the chance to talk.. didn't even see you ( Read more... )

it was thursday and i went to pick up photos from ave 2.. and as i was crossing the road it started to rain.. and like, at that particular crossing there are like four traffic light crossings that i have to use.. so i was caught at the second one when it started to pour heavily.. and this little student from acs barker walks up to me and sheltwrs ( Read more... )

painted hands and wrinkled fingers.. makes it worth that while to see your happy faces.. it was my first time doing hydro therapy today.. and it was an enriching experience.. some were screaming, some were kicking and others just plain scared.. but they all loved one thing, holding on to someone when they were in the water.. i wish you could have ( Read more... )

i came but you were gone.. i heard you changed, but to me you never did.. i hope you are fine, because i don't know when i will have the opportunity to see you.. or maybe you are still a call away as you used to be.. didn't really expect something like this to happen.. i thought we never grew up.. i wished we didn't grow up.. but we had to.. and ( Read more... )

yesterday night was lovely.. since i left, some things have happened.. some people have been broken.. wish i could have been there for you ( Read more... )

praise God.. i was praying that my leave would be approved for boot camp.. and it was.. and it's really amazing because i was not even sure that my mission trip leave would be approved, what more the boot camp leave too.. that's like 2 and a half weeks of leave in a month.. that is quite unheard of for people in my position.. i know it's grace.. ( Read more... )

i met my secondary school friend, alex, on the bus 2 days ago.. so wonderful to see a warm familiar face.. we had so much more to talk after going our seperate ways after secondary school.. today i saw angie, who was from cj, at a bus stop which my bus passed by.. i saw samuel from church in town too ( Read more... )