on switzerland
So it's been a rough few days over here across the pond and far away. The lack of planning (mine, the people that, you know, planned the trip) has really been a point of stress for me. For example, i leave on the 19th. okay. i have a room in the hostel until the 17th. WTF, mate? it's hard for me to respect the people that are doing this when they consistantly and constantly screw things up like this. 18 chf/hour and no sleep are not worth being here. i could be in a basement in tacoma and it would be the same thing, except i would be breathing less cigarette smoke. (blech.)
I'm very frustrated and tired and lonely and sad at the moment, when i wish that i was having an amazing time. this is not a vacation, this is very hard. the theory sounds great though, doesn't it? go to europe for 12 days, hang out with artists and galleries from all over the world, get paid for it, and ps you work with and for your best friend. the working for and actually seeing the best friend is amazing. what i've seen walking to work in the morning is amazing. being bitched at and complained about by people who decided to work for this madhouse for free? not my idea of a good time.
bleh. i need a camera so i can take pictures of the amazing details this place has. it will be great.
I'm very frustrated and tired and lonely and sad at the moment, when i wish that i was having an amazing time. this is not a vacation, this is very hard. the theory sounds great though, doesn't it? go to europe for 12 days, hang out with artists and galleries from all over the world, get paid for it, and ps you work with and for your best friend. the working for and actually seeing the best friend is amazing. what i've seen walking to work in the morning is amazing. being bitched at and complained about by people who decided to work for this madhouse for free? not my idea of a good time.
bleh. i need a camera so i can take pictures of the amazing details this place has. it will be great.