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So I've been thinking lots about friends lately and "having someones back". Awhile ago my friend Adrienne asked me what I thought it meant to to have someones back. I feel like its being there for poeple when you say you are. And I mean like actually being there, like listening to where the persons at and checking in lots. And if you know the persons not o.k. asking what you can do. Or offering suggestions if you have an idea what would help.
Also my idea of being a good friend is having someones back when the have been the've been hurt by someone.
Like for example, when Pony was in town, he totally sketched me out and was harsh to me. I went for coffee with my two good friends to tell them about it. I told them that I didn't feel safe around him. Then they met him a few days later and the next thing I knew he was at there house 24/7. Not that I expect poeple to cancel poeple but no one except for J.D. even took a stance to tell him that they weren't cool with how he treated me. Its like poeple get so caught up in the moment they would rather remain nuetral just to make sure they still get invited to all the cool parties. There are poeple I know that have quite the track record for this. I am so sick of feeling let down by poeple. It makes me want to get old really fast and live in a house full of cats and shut out the outside world.
In other news, my mom finally emailed me back and told me that she would rather not talk to me about "the choices I'm making for mylife in this moment in time" because she feels like her and I have "very different views on that topic". That "topic" happens to be my fucking life. What a cunt. I havent written her back yet cuz I'm too angry.
Anyways, I sure miss all the new cool kids I met in Toronto. Pride was soooo much fun. What a fucking bender.
Also my idea of being a good friend is having someones back when the have been the've been hurt by someone.
Like for example, when Pony was in town, he totally sketched me out and was harsh to me. I went for coffee with my two good friends to tell them about it. I told them that I didn't feel safe around him. Then they met him a few days later and the next thing I knew he was at there house 24/7. Not that I expect poeple to cancel poeple but no one except for J.D. even took a stance to tell him that they weren't cool with how he treated me. Its like poeple get so caught up in the moment they would rather remain nuetral just to make sure they still get invited to all the cool parties. There are poeple I know that have quite the track record for this. I am so sick of feeling let down by poeple. It makes me want to get old really fast and live in a house full of cats and shut out the outside world.
In other news, my mom finally emailed me back and told me that she would rather not talk to me about "the choices I'm making for mylife in this moment in time" because she feels like her and I have "very different views on that topic". That "topic" happens to be my fucking life. What a cunt. I havent written her back yet cuz I'm too angry.
Anyways, I sure miss all the new cool kids I met in Toronto. Pride was soooo much fun. What a fucking bender.