&& I'm not even talking about Jonathan!
We Keep The Love That Keeps us Strong.
Isn't funny how a situation puts into perspective how much that you truly do care for someone. Because like.. Losing someone is what shows you that you really do have something great. Like I totally love someone so much.. and I've never noticed it. Until I was sitting here thinking of everything.. Like.. His first kiss. And dropping the card in Suck And Blow. And him Cuddling me because I felt sick.. and I didn't want to watch a scary movie. I just loved the feeling of being around him.. and Knowing that we were still good friends. But.. To me There was so much more. And maybe it was just me.. but like.. I loved every minute I was with him. And I loved everything about him. How he wanted to Cuddle.. and How he didn't care if we kissed.. he just wanted to be close. Now I regret ever trying to not be close.. When i thought that there was nothing that was between us.. So I pushed him Away. I totally regret everything because it kills thinking that I lost someone so close to me.. and someone that I could love. That I do Love. I want to try again. But I'm afraid it's way late.
Brit.
Because a lifetimes not too long to live as friends