Not posted much
and that's perfectly ok. Though I've been reading and commenting sporadically here and there.
I'm in a good place right now. I feel healthy. I feel I'm -reacting- healthy and that's even more important.
I'm getting things in order. Slowly. And my patience for my finances and things is wearing thin, but I know it cant be correct over night (not without winning the lottery, which I rarely if ever play.) Honestly I know it shouldnt be corrected over night. Progress and growth takes time. And I have to let it match it's own pace.
So what's been going on?
Not much really. Work. Bucs games. Taking some time for me. The most important 'change' I've made that I care to discuss really is working out. TRying to get at least 3, preferably 5 days of 30 minutes of cardio in addition to 15 - 20 minutes of weights/machines in a day. I mean, I've got the facility at work. Mine as well use it right? I dont LIKE working out, but I like the after effects. A.)I feel better. The tired I feel isn't lethargic but productive. B.) I sleep better at night. C.) My body feels better to me. I've been doing it now for about a month and I'm starting to see slow changes in my physique. I'm merely trying to firm up what's soft and improve what I DO like about my body. Seems to be working.
I have some goals. Some long term and some short. Some fun and some just kinda silly. Some serious. But I have them now. And that makes me happy.
Now if I can just get the new neighbor that lives downstairs not to have loud enough sex at 3:30 AND 9 am on a Sunday morning that I wonder if my child can hear it like I can..I'd be a-ok. ;)
Not sure how often I'm going to update or not. I'm kinda liking this keeping myself busy thing.
I'm in a good place right now. I feel healthy. I feel I'm -reacting- healthy and that's even more important.
I'm getting things in order. Slowly. And my patience for my finances and things is wearing thin, but I know it cant be correct over night (not without winning the lottery, which I rarely if ever play.) Honestly I know it shouldnt be corrected over night. Progress and growth takes time. And I have to let it match it's own pace.
So what's been going on?
Not much really. Work. Bucs games. Taking some time for me. The most important 'change' I've made that I care to discuss really is working out. TRying to get at least 3, preferably 5 days of 30 minutes of cardio in addition to 15 - 20 minutes of weights/machines in a day. I mean, I've got the facility at work. Mine as well use it right? I dont LIKE working out, but I like the after effects. A.)I feel better. The tired I feel isn't lethargic but productive. B.) I sleep better at night. C.) My body feels better to me. I've been doing it now for about a month and I'm starting to see slow changes in my physique. I'm merely trying to firm up what's soft and improve what I DO like about my body. Seems to be working.
I have some goals. Some long term and some short. Some fun and some just kinda silly. Some serious. But I have them now. And that makes me happy.
Now if I can just get the new neighbor that lives downstairs not to have loud enough sex at 3:30 AND 9 am on a Sunday morning that I wonder if my child can hear it like I can..I'd be a-ok. ;)
Not sure how often I'm going to update or not. I'm kinda liking this keeping myself busy thing.