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Jun 15, 2007 01:09

I am very tired.
not having a job is exhausting

today i woke up at 9 and painted the fence around my parents house.
then i mowed the lawn
i finished at 6 o'clock.
it was kind of insane
my parents house is very serious business.

then i showered and ted came over. we bbq-ed and then made a fire in my yard to make smores, ted caught a fish when he wasn't even really trying. we were just talking about how casting is fun, and all of the sudden one bit! smores, standing around the fire, and laying in the lawn staring at the stars... good night. i guess it would sound romantic if i didn't know better. that's been on my mind a lot. let me preempt any thoughts of funny business. there is none. i know that the idea of two people who are as fabulously attractive as ourselves, hanging out all of the time and not making it into some obnoxious sexual situation is absolutely unheard of in this fine time we live in.. but seeeriously. if one more person starts talking to me like they "know" and i don't have to "hide it" i'll probably make a sign. and wear it. every day.

i got a phonecall and set up a sweet interview for a new job. i'm happy about that.

tomorrow morning i leave for Long Island with Emily, Chuck, and How We Are.
I am really happy, but terrified at the same time.
things have been okay, but I would rather just stay home.. I think? Maybe not. I really don't know what I want. But I'll end up in the car tomorrow whether i like it or not.

spending money i dont have... check
making impulsive decisions... check
going really far away from home and anywhere that you're comfortable.. check
nabeen!... check!
 sounds like an awesome weekend.

if i go to bed now.. it will be the earliest i have been to bed in months. no joke. that's weird.
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