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i had forgotten how low-maintenance/low drama friendships with straight guys often are. also low on emotional stimulation and depth, but it's really nice to have company and someone to talk and joke with with very little maintenance or work required. i dont have to worry about how i look or smell. i can get away with saying really stupid shit or nothing at all. i can disappear for a couple weeks without having to explain and then go back to exactly how things were before. and sometimes it's really really nice to be able to relax in the company of another person without having to discuss anything deep or emotional or even intelligent. granted, i dont think i could be happy with only these types of friendships, but it's nice to have a couple.
i'm getting a little impatient with my voice. it was dropping pretty steadily for a couple weeks but now it's plateauing again. i wish it would just drop into a male range, even a high male range, and then i can stop worrying about it and let it finish developing at whatever pace it wants.
i'm also getting chubby puberty face. i know it's going to go away in a few months or a year but i was hoping i wouldn't get it at all.
i'm getting a little impatient with my voice. it was dropping pretty steadily for a couple weeks but now it's plateauing again. i wish it would just drop into a male range, even a high male range, and then i can stop worrying about it and let it finish developing at whatever pace it wants.
i'm also getting chubby puberty face. i know it's going to go away in a few months or a year but i was hoping i wouldn't get it at all.