school's a bitch
i realized today that my schedule this quarter is kind of a bitch...but it will keep me busy thats for damn sure and hopefully take my mind of being homesick and just worry about passing this quarter...
monday thru wednesdays i have class 3 times a day...my oceans class which im taking to satisfy the math requirememnt since i chose not to take any real math class seems kind of difficult luckily i got a friend taking it with me who knows math....my intro to visual arts and culture class is so boring though...the professor cannot teach for crap..he throws in a couple of humorous jokes i find myself laughing at out of pity...he does know his current pop culture i must say...he mentioned the OC show....comparing the people on the show to models used by artists...he seems nice though...its a two hour class and i would have slept through it but a TA sat next to me so i took notes cause i realized she was going to be my TA ...i hope she doesnt recognize me...
broke the ice finally in my drawing class the other day...i admitted to everyone in the class including him i was scared as hell since i never took a drawing class..he told me i should be scared but he reassured that most photographers utilize drawing in their own work and that i should have fun...i dont care i just want to pass....but i secretly would like to enjoy this class and end up with at least some nice drawings worthy of being hung....
last fall i wasnt really social..but the winter and spring i came out of that shell and joined clubs and had a blast...but now i find myself retreating back into my own little shell since it seems i will be busy with just classes alone...which sucks but ill try to make an effort to get out there...
jon has been a good moral support...he lives in the new apartments on campus...and i must say they are really nice..brand spanking fucking new....its two stories and its like a hotel...i was jealous for a second but i knew living at his college wouldnt be any fun..it comprises of mostly white people...no offense or anything, really...but i like living in the most diverse college on campus...
i might go home in october around the 20's its for friendship games which is held at fullerton...but i know ging home would just make me miss it even more...i wonder is it ok to go home more often this year since last year i made the attempt to only go down for break and only went home once to surprise my mom for mother's day?....hmm...we'll see...kinda glad that homesickness is happening in the beginning rather then near the end of quarter like last year...im sick of crying and tearing up all over the place....people are right i dont have it that bad it could be worse...after hitting rock bottom theres only one way out and thats up...
going to draw now and may be reading but probably not...then hopefully watch nip tuck tonight...i thought it was wednesday today... looking forward to garden state and a bbq this weekend...
gotta think positive..and stop moping like a bitch...get over it jamie so u can move on
monday thru wednesdays i have class 3 times a day...my oceans class which im taking to satisfy the math requirememnt since i chose not to take any real math class seems kind of difficult luckily i got a friend taking it with me who knows math....my intro to visual arts and culture class is so boring though...the professor cannot teach for crap..he throws in a couple of humorous jokes i find myself laughing at out of pity...he does know his current pop culture i must say...he mentioned the OC show....comparing the people on the show to models used by artists...he seems nice though...its a two hour class and i would have slept through it but a TA sat next to me so i took notes cause i realized she was going to be my TA ...i hope she doesnt recognize me...
broke the ice finally in my drawing class the other day...i admitted to everyone in the class including him i was scared as hell since i never took a drawing class..he told me i should be scared but he reassured that most photographers utilize drawing in their own work and that i should have fun...i dont care i just want to pass....but i secretly would like to enjoy this class and end up with at least some nice drawings worthy of being hung....
last fall i wasnt really social..but the winter and spring i came out of that shell and joined clubs and had a blast...but now i find myself retreating back into my own little shell since it seems i will be busy with just classes alone...which sucks but ill try to make an effort to get out there...
jon has been a good moral support...he lives in the new apartments on campus...and i must say they are really nice..brand spanking fucking new....its two stories and its like a hotel...i was jealous for a second but i knew living at his college wouldnt be any fun..it comprises of mostly white people...no offense or anything, really...but i like living in the most diverse college on campus...
i might go home in october around the 20's its for friendship games which is held at fullerton...but i know ging home would just make me miss it even more...i wonder is it ok to go home more often this year since last year i made the attempt to only go down for break and only went home once to surprise my mom for mother's day?....hmm...we'll see...kinda glad that homesickness is happening in the beginning rather then near the end of quarter like last year...im sick of crying and tearing up all over the place....people are right i dont have it that bad it could be worse...after hitting rock bottom theres only one way out and thats up...
going to draw now and may be reading but probably not...then hopefully watch nip tuck tonight...i thought it was wednesday today... looking forward to garden state and a bbq this weekend...
gotta think positive..and stop moping like a bitch...get over it jamie so u can move on