What, you want some motivating speech about pulling your head out of your ass, and yadda yadda? It's not happening. I've done that before, and you didn't listen. You put things that don't need attention ahead of your life. I know you're tired of Meg, so tell her. Tell her there's no chance, you don't want to be her friend and you don't want anything to do with her. Getting rid of these problems is the only way you will find yourself, or more people who have problems that you think you can solve. You thrive off needy people, it is your short-coming. You're tired of me, as much as you hate to admit it. I understand it though, and I've moved out of the way many times and let you be your own person with other people. I understand the need to know people who your other friends don't.
Look, I pretty much broke down the other day infront of my mom. I realized the reason I am essentially failing at life is because lack of motivation and too many reminders of Charlie. I wanted to tell you the past couple days, but I don't really know how to word it. You pretty much are the epitome of my brother, and that's really hard for me to deal with. I learned cars from him, and you're becoming a mechanic. I learned computers from him, and what's the first thing we take out at the hookah bar? I learned girls from him and by God, what's the first thing that has came between our friendship in who knows how long?
In the long run man, there's no sentimental value to this post. I'm pretty much just telling you that giving up is something we all do. It's never about the fall, but always about the rise. Unfortunately everything that rises, falls. It's not about the beginning or the end, but the path to get there. You pave your path into dark holes that you don't even know who belong to. You have enough on your plate and you need to stop worrying about everyone else. Take some time off people and just go back to hermit mode and legitimately work on you.
I can't explain it to any higher degree that all this "care" you put into other people, and how all of us are supposed to show you we care is just a direct reference to the fact that you enjoy the company of needy people. Without want or drive to hang out with you, you lack the drive to hang out with them. You have to break this cycle, and you can't point the finger at any of us.
Chad's in jail, I'm pretty much on the next train to being completely psychotic, Max rarely comes around, and TJ is up north. Nobody is going to be able to rescue you, because we can't rescue ourselves. There's a bit of self reliance that needs to happen.
What, you want some motivating speech about pulling your head out of your ass, and yadda yadda? It's not happening. I've done that before, and you didn't listen. You put things that don't need attention ahead of your life. I know you're tired of Meg, so tell her. Tell her there's no chance, you don't want to be her friend and you don't want anything to do with her. Getting rid of these problems is the only way you will find yourself, or more people who have problems that you think you can solve. You thrive off needy people, it is your short-coming. You're tired of me, as much as you hate to admit it. I understand it though, and I've moved out of the way many times and let you be your own person with other people. I understand the need to know people who your other friends don't.
Look, I pretty much broke down the other day infront of my mom. I realized the reason I am essentially failing at life is because lack of motivation and too many reminders of Charlie. I wanted to tell you the past couple days, but I don't really know how to word it. You pretty much are the epitome of my brother, and that's really hard for me to deal with. I learned cars from him, and you're becoming a mechanic. I learned computers from him, and what's the first thing we take out at the hookah bar? I learned girls from him and by God, what's the first thing that has came between our friendship in who knows how long?
In the long run man, there's no sentimental value to this post. I'm pretty much just telling you that giving up is something we all do. It's never about the fall, but always about the rise. Unfortunately everything that rises, falls. It's not about the beginning or the end, but the path to get there. You pave your path into dark holes that you don't even know who belong to. You have enough on your plate and you need to stop worrying about everyone else. Take some time off people and just go back to hermit mode and legitimately work on you.
I can't explain it to any higher degree that all this "care" you put into other people, and how all of us are supposed to show you we care is just a direct reference to the fact that you enjoy the company of needy people. Without want or drive to hang out with you, you lack the drive to hang out with them. You have to break this cycle, and you can't point the finger at any of us.
Chad's in jail, I'm pretty much on the next train to being completely psychotic, Max rarely comes around, and TJ is up north. Nobody is going to be able to rescue you, because we can't rescue ourselves. There's a bit of self reliance that needs to happen.
Anyway...
back to WoW. LOL LATER NOOB!
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And we all need to go get lunch sometime and catch up! You never get on AIM for me to bother you anymore :[
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And, I'd just like to point out...I'm totally on AIM right now, and you're totally not "bothering" me.
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