Let Me Rant and Let Me Ramble. You're Lookin' at Lunatic in Shambles.
Fuck this shit.
I fucking hate things right now. I don't give a fuck.
I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I hate how people have been judging me and judging every little thing I do or don't do. No one has any rights to be judging me for one. And two my life, not yours. Piss off. I'll do what I want. It may not be the right thing or at the right time, but it is what I feel is correct. So fuck off.
I am really starting to think people are just trying to piss me off. Is it fun or something? I really don't understand it. But what ever.
I don't get this. I can't talk to people anymore. I mean I have no problem talking. Most of the time I don't shut up. But those who mean the most to me, I can't actually talk to about the things I want to. I can't manage to bring myself to asking those really tough questions or saying those things that everyone is afraid of. What the fuck do I have to be scared of?
I know I'm not all that bad, but I don't have a whole lot left that I could lose. Most of the things I have lost have all ready been taken from me once or used before. Nothing I haven't all ready experienced in the past.
I can't ask the people I truly care about the question or say the things that I spend most of my day thinking about. Fuck, half the time I don't even know want to do because I keep thinking about other people. Other people and what they want. Why the hell do I do that?
I really just need to remove some people from my life, go for what I want and not care too much about others. Only in hard times will you find out who your true friends are right?
Fuck it. Let's see who the fuck they are.
Paradise
I fucking hate things right now. I don't give a fuck.
I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I hate how people have been judging me and judging every little thing I do or don't do. No one has any rights to be judging me for one. And two my life, not yours. Piss off. I'll do what I want. It may not be the right thing or at the right time, but it is what I feel is correct. So fuck off.
I am really starting to think people are just trying to piss me off. Is it fun or something? I really don't understand it. But what ever.
I don't get this. I can't talk to people anymore. I mean I have no problem talking. Most of the time I don't shut up. But those who mean the most to me, I can't actually talk to about the things I want to. I can't manage to bring myself to asking those really tough questions or saying those things that everyone is afraid of. What the fuck do I have to be scared of?
I know I'm not all that bad, but I don't have a whole lot left that I could lose. Most of the things I have lost have all ready been taken from me once or used before. Nothing I haven't all ready experienced in the past.
I can't ask the people I truly care about the question or say the things that I spend most of my day thinking about. Fuck, half the time I don't even know want to do because I keep thinking about other people. Other people and what they want. Why the hell do I do that?
I really just need to remove some people from my life, go for what I want and not care too much about others. Only in hard times will you find out who your true friends are right?
Fuck it. Let's see who the fuck they are.
Paradise