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did you notice?
hes perfect
absolutely all that i've wanted
handsome and kind
my very own knight in shining armor
okay, so maybe its rusted
but it only adds to his charm
and beauty
Have you looked into his eyes?
I felt naked
Exposed with nothing to hide behind
Safe. yes safe.
ever tasted his smile?
Another serving please!
I've heard smiles are addictive
but this is ridiculious!
How about those hands?
soft yet rough
working hands,
loved hands
By the way,
did you hear him?
hes the one singing
soothing me when I am tense
Hes right for me
I'm sure of it
He's done everything right
Oh and I cant forget
there's his perfect girl
smart, funny, lovable,
but mostly,
not me.
I wonder, Why do i always fall for the guy i cant have? I am LUCKY to not be in this situation right now, but ever wonder why? OLD poem from BACK IN THE DAY. anyways maybe i should just give up. I know i know, patience and perseverance. But then again, most 18 year olds have been in at least one relationship, or been on a date, or even more, been kissed. I guess the last one is my own fault really. Im so stuck on the idea that the first is so special. Maybe ive let my childhood views of romance blind me to opportunities? I'm always playing by the rules... maybe its time to burn the rules and just live. i thought rules were there to help you live life better.... but so far it seems to be holding me back. i dont know.
in all honesty though, what is it about me? Let me know, what makes it so difficult for others to love me? is it timing? the way i look? the way i act? my confidence? or lack of? Be honest. I need your feedback. Please.
hes perfect
absolutely all that i've wanted
handsome and kind
my very own knight in shining armor
okay, so maybe its rusted
but it only adds to his charm
and beauty
Have you looked into his eyes?
I felt naked
Exposed with nothing to hide behind
Safe. yes safe.
ever tasted his smile?
Another serving please!
I've heard smiles are addictive
but this is ridiculious!
How about those hands?
soft yet rough
working hands,
loved hands
By the way,
did you hear him?
hes the one singing
soothing me when I am tense
Hes right for me
I'm sure of it
He's done everything right
Oh and I cant forget
there's his perfect girl
smart, funny, lovable,
but mostly,
not me.
I wonder, Why do i always fall for the guy i cant have? I am LUCKY to not be in this situation right now, but ever wonder why? OLD poem from BACK IN THE DAY. anyways maybe i should just give up. I know i know, patience and perseverance. But then again, most 18 year olds have been in at least one relationship, or been on a date, or even more, been kissed. I guess the last one is my own fault really. Im so stuck on the idea that the first is so special. Maybe ive let my childhood views of romance blind me to opportunities? I'm always playing by the rules... maybe its time to burn the rules and just live. i thought rules were there to help you live life better.... but so far it seems to be holding me back. i dont know.
in all honesty though, what is it about me? Let me know, what makes it so difficult for others to love me? is it timing? the way i look? the way i act? my confidence? or lack of? Be honest. I need your feedback. Please.