bundled up for the winter
Today I bought all the school books I will need for the Fall. I started reading chapter one of Advanced Nutrition and Human Metabolism. Then I spent an hour and a half checking out the companion website; I even took a practice quiz. I know I'll be doing this all semester. It will help distract me from missing him too much. I worry though, because I have this tendency where I am unable to get anything done when my heart is breaking. All this studying is making me feel like he is already gone. So I started to make a playlist on iTunes of all the songs we have been listening to this summer. Most of them are songs he's introduced me to. Listening to it now, I feel strange; I miss him as if he were already in Scotland.