day one
So today is my first day apart from Elijah since we began seeing each other. It is going surprisingly well, though i do miss him. Last night was hard. When I got back to my car at the airport, I could still smell him; it was like he left a little piece of his presence behind. Then I got home and opened a package from him that had one of his t-shirts inside, which of course smelt like him. I slept with it over my face. ha ha. I'll probably do that tonight also. :) I got to talk to him via Skype this afternoon. He looked so handsome, wearing the shirt that I bought for him on his birthday. Skype is pretty amazing. Whoever invented the web-camera thing is awesome in my book. The only thing is that we can't really look into his eyes when we're talking. I found myself looking at him the whole time, which meant to him, he could only see my eyelids. And it's kinda like a mirror too, a bit distracting. Hopefully he won't catch me doing any mirror faces. :) Seeing him took me out of my afternoon sluggishness and so I put some clothes on and rode my bike to 7 eleven. He has completely invaded my ipod with 2,000 or so of the songs from his itunes library, so about 3/4 of the songs I heard during my ride were his stuff. I'm already taking great care of myself. There will probably be some really hard days. Actually lots of them. This is only day one.