For You [9/?]
Title: For You
Beta: minniesaranghae
Pairing: Yunho/Jaejoong
Rating: PG-13 (NC-17 for this chapter)
Genre: Romance, Drama, Angst
Summary: His life turned around the moment he met Yunho.
“Why do you look so nervous?”
Yunho turned his head and looked at Jaejoong, “I’m not nervous.” He replied, “I’m just…I’m not nervous.”
Jaejoong chuckled and leaned back into his seat, “Of course you aren’t.” his smile widened and he shook the present that Yunho had bought slightly, “What did you buy for the girls?”
“A dollhouse…do you think they’ll like it?”
Jaejoong laughed, “You’re so nervous it’s cute. You’ve already seen the girls hundreds of times, and you already know they love you.” He reached over and poked Yunho’s cheek, “Don’t worry, it’s just a regular family gathering.”
“I don’t go to family gatherings.” Yunho muttered as he turned a corner, “I usually spend my Christmas abroad.”
Jaejoong raised an eyebrow, “Alone?”
Yunho coughed uncomfortably and shrugged, “Usually…it’s not something you should worry yourself over.” He glanced at Jaejoong, “I have you now right, so I won’t be spending Christmas alone anymore?”
“Yunho…”
As soon as the car stopped at a red light, Jaejoong leaned forward and kissed Yunho softly on the lips before he returned to his seat. He smiled reassuringly at the other man and squeezed his thigh, “Of course not.”
Yunho smiled back, “I love you.”
“I love you too.” Jaejoong murmured. He looked at Yunho carefully, “Why did you spend Christmas alone though? Don’t…don’t you have family to spend it with?” he asked softly, knowing not to press the issue too much.
“It’s…” Yunho’s grip tightened on the steering wheel and he glanced at Jaejoong, “It’s just complicated. I don’t really want to talk about it.”
“But baby -“
“Not now, okay?” he said softly, being careful not to raise his voice. Yunho sighed and glanced at Jaejoong. He parked the car in front of Sohyun’s house and sighed once more, “It’s…I’ll talk to you about it another time, I promise.”
“I’m sorry.” Jaejoong murmured. He reached out and took hold of Yunho’s hand, “I’m sorry for bringing it up -“
“No, it’s okay.” Yunho replied, as he forced a smile. He leaned over and kissed Jaejoong on the lips, “I owe you honesty, after all. You’ve told me so much about yourself, and you deserve to know everything about me.”
“I’m sorry.” Jaejoong repeated with a frown, “I think I’ve ruined your mood -“
“Nothing can ruin my mood,” Yunho murmured encouragingly as he leant in and stole another kiss from Jaejoong, “We’re going to have fun tonight - it’s Christmas Eve.” He carded his fingers through Jaejoong’s hair, “Merry Christmas baby.”
Nothing could prevent the smile that graced Jaejoong’s lips.
o-o-o
“Who’s this?” Wonjun asked as soon as Jaejoong and Yunho came into the dining room.
Jaejoong smiled encouragingly at Yunho and linked their arms together, “This is Jung Yunho, and he’s -“
“He’s Uncle Joongie’s special friend!” Horan shrieked as she came into the room and automatically launched herself at Jaejoong’s legs. She smiled ecstatically at her uncle and bounced up and down, “Did you get me something nice Uncle Joongie?”
“Hey, what’s this?” Wonjun protested as he took his seat at the head of the table, “Have I been completely forgotten? Horan, come back to daddy!”
Horan squealed and ran over to Wonjun, promptly placing herself on his lap. All the men exchanged amused glances, and Jaejoong intertwined his hand with Yunho’s before he squeezed it encouragingly.
“I’m sorry.” He whispered as he walked over to their spot at the table, “Horan’s a little noisy around this time of the year.”
“My little princess is never noisy.” Wonjun cooed as he held Horan close. She giggled and buried her face into his neck. He smiled at the couple, “So, how long have you two been together?”
“A couple of months,” Yunho answered with a smile, “We got introduced to each other by mutual friends, and after that, I kind of bothered Jaejoong into going out with me again.”
“Sounds like a familiar story.” Wonjun commented as soon as Sohyun came into the room with dinner. He smiled at his wife, “Apparently Yunho over here had to pester Jaejoong into going out with him - does that ring any bells for you?”
Sohyun laughed and set down the food, “Well, we Kims love to play hard to get.” She said with a smile as she brushed her hands on her dress. She smiled at Jaejoong. “You both look dashing tonight.”
“Daddy looks dashing too!” Horan added with a bright smile.
Jaejoong laughed, “Yes, he does.” He looked around the room, “Where’s Eunyoung? She’s not here yet…” he frowned slightly, “I want to -“
Yunho elbowed Jaejoong and pointed at Eunyoung, who had just entered the room. He whispered into Jaejoong’s ear, “Playing favourites again Jaejoong?” he pulled away with a smile and waved at Eunyoung.
“I don’t play favourites.” Jaejoong said with a pout, “I love everyone equally.”
Yunho laughed, “Don’t tell lies. You do love me best, don’t you?” he asked, a playful smile tugging at the corners of his lips.
Jaejoong blushed and pecked Yunho’s lips. He ignored the disgusted sounds coming from Wonjun and Horan, and replied, “Of course I do.”
Sohyun snorted loudly and took her seat. “Are you two lovebirds finished? It’s about time we started eating. If you two are going to stare at each other for the rest of the evening, you’re free to stay in the living room.”
Jaejoong blushed, “We’re done.”
Wonjun took hold of his wife’s hand and smiled at her, “Don’t you remember when we were young and still -“
“We’re still young.” Sohyun muttered as she pulled her hand away and began to cut slices of the roast beef, “Now give me your plate before I ship you back to Japan.”
As dinner started, Jaejoong took a brief moment to look around at the people gathered at the table. Wonjun and Sohyun were obviously enjoying one another’s company, and the twins were happy having Yunho’s attention upon them.
The whole aura of the holidays filled him with joy, and he could feel a sense of ease and comfort settle over him.
Nothing was better than being with family.
o-o-o
“I feel fat.” Jaejoong glanced at his sister and smiled, “Well…maybe you’re pregnant -“
“Jesus Christ,” Sohyun hissed as she nearly dropped the plate she’d been holding. “I invite you over for Christmas Eve dinner, and then you go about insulting me.” She whacked her brother on the shoulder, “You better learn to respect me better.”
Jaejoong laughed and dried the plate Sohyun handed him. “Well, you know me - always the rebellious one.” He smiled brightly at her, “Anyway, thank you so much for inviting Yunho and me over.”
Sohyun smiled back, “Of course. You’re my brother.” She set down the plate she’d been washing and smiled at him, “You’re my family, and I love you.”
Jaejoong pulled her into a crushing hug, and she laughed. “You’re so emotional lately, I really am wondering if you’re the pregnant one.” Sohyun joked as she pulled away from Jaejoong, “Anyway, so do you two have any plans after this?”
“I’m going to stay over at Yunho’s -“
“Oh.” Sohyun wriggled her eyebrow suggestively, “You’re going to stay over for the night?” she chuckled at Jaejoong’s aghast expression, “How the days fly by. My baby brother’s going to leave the nest and -“
“I’ve been out of the nest for a long time.” Jaejoong said as he tried to hide the blush on his face, “You don’t have to make things such a big deal. I’m going to stay over at his place…I mean, it should be normal right? He did ask me to live with him -“
Sohyun frowned, “Why do you sound so nervous?”
Jaejoong swallowed hard and put the plate he was holding onto the rack, “Yunho doesn’t know that I want to go home with him tonight.”
“You’re so cute, I want to pinch you.” Sohyun laughed loudly and shook her head in amusement, “Just tell him that you want to go home with him - I’m sure he won’t mind.”
“Let’s just drop the subject.” Jaejoong mumbled, “I can’t believe I’m talking about this with you.” He coughed awkwardly, “I’ll find my own way to tell him -“
“No wonder you didn’t have a gift for Yunho a while ago when we were unwrapping gifts.” Sohyun concluded aloud as she smiled at Jaejoong knowingly, “You want to give him your gift in private.”
Jaejoong nearly died of embarrassment on the spot. As much as he loved his family, having his sister talk about his sex life was not something that should’ve ever been discussed especially on Christmas.
o-o-o
“Jaejoong?”
He tore his eyes away from the dashboard and looked at Yunho. “What?” he stuttered in attempt to keep his nervousness to himself. Jaejoong swallowed hard and forced a smile at his boyfriend who was looking at him worriedly.
“Is there something wrong?” Yunho asked, “You’ve been so quiet ever since we’ve left your sister’s place. Did something happen?”
Jaejoong shook his head, “No, everything’s fine.” He bit his lip nervously and noticed that Yunho was about to take the left turn that would lead to where he lived. “Yunho…”
“Yes?”
“Can I stay over at your place tonight?” Jaejoong blurted out nervously, his face turning red in embarrassment. He averted his eyes from Yunho’s and stared at his hands. “I mean, you know -“
Yunho chuckled, “Of course you can baby.”
Jaejoong blushed harder, and Yunho glanced at him.
“Baby, if you get any redder, you’ll look like Rudolph’s nose. Calm down.” He reached across the space between them and held Jaejoong’s hand, “You’ll be fine.” Yunho smiled encouragingly and squeezed his hand, “We can take things slow.”
“I’m sorry -“
“Don’t be.” Yunho interrupted, “I love you, okay?” he smiled reassuringly, “Don’t worry about anything. I’ll take care of you, I promise.”
Jaejoong’s heart fluttered in his chest, and he smiled back at Yunho. “I’ll take care of you too.” He promised, “I love you.”
He’d said the words so many times, and now, all he had to do was show Yunho how much he loved him.
o-o-o
“Well, you know where everything is, right baby?” Yunho asked as they entered the apartment. He loosened the top buttons of his polo and glanced at Jaejoong, who was holding a bag in his hand. “Do you need anything?”
Jaejoong shook his head and smiled at Yunho, “I’m okay.”
“We’ll be…” Yunho trailed off and stared at Jaejoong for confirmation, “We’ll be sharing the bed, is that okay with you? If you want, I could sleep on the couch -“
“No!” Jaejoong shook his head, “I want to…I want to sleep next to you.” He blushed and ran a hand through his hair, “I don’t want you to sleep on the couch.”
Yunho chuckled and began to make his way to the bedroom, “I’ll just take a shower, if that’s okay with you? I had a meeting,” Jaejoong made a face, and Yunho laughed again, “The guy didn’t want to reschedule.”
“Oh, I see.”
“Anyway, I might smell, so I’ll take a shower.” Yunho finished with a smile as he pulled Jaejoong to the bedroom, “Feel free to change into your sleeping clothes.” He pressed a soft kiss to Jaejoong’s forehead before he left the room and headed to the bathroom.
As soon as the door shut, Jaejoong could feel his heart race in his chest. He glanced at himself in Yunho’s full body mirror and quickly approached it. He swallowed hard and mussed his hair up slightly in an attempt to make himself look more handsome before he slowly began to take off all his clothes.
His heart was pounding in his chest and Jaejoong slowly took out all the things he’d prepared for the night. He placed the condoms and lube on the night stand and stood at the foot of the bed, wondering what to do next.
Would it be better for him to wait on the covers, or under?
He stared at the bed for a few seconds before he decided to just stay on top of the covers and wait for Yunho to come back into the room. Jaejoong sat on the bed awkwardly and bit his lip.
He glanced down at his half hard cock and considered touching himself. He swallowed hard and reached down, his fingers wrapping around the base of his member before he slowly began to stroke himself.
Jaejoong bit his lip harder and stifled his moans, as he glanced at the bathroom door and shifted so that as soon as Yunho opened it, he would see him. Jaejoong swallowed hard and pulled his hand away as soon as he heard Yunho turn the door.
The door creaked open slowly, and Yunho’s eyes widened significantly.
“…fuck.” He hissed, his eyes raking all over Jaejoong’s body. Jaejoong blushed and shifted slightly, bringing Yunho’s eyes directly to his erection. “Baby…” Yunho blinked twice and met Jaejoong’s gaze, “Fuck.”
“Merry Christmas?” Jaejoong breathed out, as his eyes raked over Yunho’s body as well. The other man was only dressed in a pair of boxers, and so the rest of his tanned body was exposed. Jaejoong licked his lips, “I…”
Yunho glanced at the night stand, “You planned this?”
“Yes?”
It wasn’t long before Yunho crossed the distance between them and pinned Jaejoong onto the bed. He left kisses all over Jaejoong’s face, but before he could inch lower, Jaejoong took hold of his chin and stopped him.
“Baby?” Yunho breathed out, his eyes dark with lust and want.
Jaejoong turned them around and pressed Yunho against the mattress, “Why don’t you just lie down?” he breathed out, before he slowly began to move lower, making sure to kiss every single inch of Yunho’s tanned body.
He stopped at the waistband of Yunho’s boxers and looked up to meet Yunho’s dark eyes. Jaejoong fiddled with the waistband and slowly pulled it down, “You don’t mind if I…if I taste you -“
“Fuck, no, I don’t.” Yunho hissed, his gentlemanly ways temporarily subsiding to make way for a more primal need. He bit his lip, “I don’t mind at all.”
Jaejoong pulled Yunho’s boxers down all the way, and the other man kicked them off onto the floor. He looked up at Yunho once more, “Yunho, I’m sorry if -“
Yunho shook his head, “Baby, as long as it’s you, it’ll be perfect.”
Those words gave Jaejoong enough confidence, so he slowly lowered his head and licked at the tip of Yunho’s erection, eliciting a soft moan from the other man. He eventually moved down to engulf the entire member with his mouth, sucking at a painfully slow pace.
He could taste Yunho in his mouth and the moans that the other man was making only made his erection more painful than it already was. Jaejoong held Yunho’s hips down and continued to bob his head until Yunho pulled slightly at his hair.
“Baby, if you continue, I’m going to come.” Yunho breathed out. He pulled Jaejoong upwards and pushed him down before he reached for the lube, “I want to come inside of you.”
Jaejoong felt a shiver run up his spine, and he moved closer to Yunho, awaiting the intrusion of his long fingers. He locked eyes with Yunho, and let out a pained moan as Yunho inserted the first of his lubricated fingers.
“I’m sorry.” Yunho whispered as Jaejoong clutched him tightly. He moved his finger inside Jaejoong, twisting around the tight entrance before he inserted another, eliciting a louder moan from the smaller man.
Jaejoong clutched Yunho tightly and buried his face into the other man’s shoulder as he gasped, each movement sending shivers of pain and pleasure throughout his entire body. When Yunho inserted a third finger, he let out a moan and bit Yunho’s shoulder, muffling the sound.
There was the sound of a condom packet ripping, and Jaejoong watched as Yunho slid it over his erection. He swallowed hard and bit his lip, “Are you going to fit?”
Yunho shook his head and kissed Jaejoong languidly, their tongues intertwining, before he pulled away and said, “Baby, you’re so sexy and you don’t even seem to realize that.”
Jaejoong blushed, “It’s been a while, so…”
“Same here.” Yunho murmured as he positioned himself to enter Jaejoong. He met the other man’s eyes, “Can I enter you now baby?”
Jaejoong nodded, and it wasn’t long before Yunho pushed forward filling him up completely. Both men let out moans, and as Yunho began to thrust harder, Jaejoong wrapped his legs around Yunho and tightened his grip on him.
Yunho began to move in faster, and Jaejoong clutched Yunho tightly, pleading for him to go faster. As the minutes passed by, he could feel himself reaching the edge of his orgasm.
“Yunho, I’m so close.” Jaejoong whispered as Yunho delivered another thrust at his prostate. He let out a pleasured moan, “I’m so close.”
“Come for me baby.” Yunho muttered as he moved faster, “Say my name.”
After a few more thrusts Jaejoong came between their bodies withYunho following after, emptying himself completely into Jaejoong. They both panted heavily, their breathing being the only sound in the entire room.
After a few minutes, Yunho pulled out and tossed the condom into the trash can before he pulled Jaejoong close to his chest. He kissed Jaejoong softly, and it wasn’t long before they were once again entangled within one another.
As they settled for the night, their bodies still sticky, Jaejoong couldn’t bring himself to care - the warmth of Yunho’s embrace was enough for him to forget everything except how much he loved him.
He didn’t want to be anywhere but in Yunho’s arms.
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Author’s Note: u__u I was supposed to update this before 2011 ended, but then I had internet issues. Anyway, it’s here now. XD I hope you all had wonderful holidays. I hope you guys all like this a lot, and please do leave a comment! Happy New Year everyone! ♥
Beta: minniesaranghae
Pairing: Yunho/Jaejoong
Rating: PG-13 (NC-17 for this chapter)
Genre: Romance, Drama, Angst
Summary: His life turned around the moment he met Yunho.
“Why do you look so nervous?”
Yunho turned his head and looked at Jaejoong, “I’m not nervous.” He replied, “I’m just…I’m not nervous.”
Jaejoong chuckled and leaned back into his seat, “Of course you aren’t.” his smile widened and he shook the present that Yunho had bought slightly, “What did you buy for the girls?”
“A dollhouse…do you think they’ll like it?”
Jaejoong laughed, “You’re so nervous it’s cute. You’ve already seen the girls hundreds of times, and you already know they love you.” He reached over and poked Yunho’s cheek, “Don’t worry, it’s just a regular family gathering.”
“I don’t go to family gatherings.” Yunho muttered as he turned a corner, “I usually spend my Christmas abroad.”
Jaejoong raised an eyebrow, “Alone?”
Yunho coughed uncomfortably and shrugged, “Usually…it’s not something you should worry yourself over.” He glanced at Jaejoong, “I have you now right, so I won’t be spending Christmas alone anymore?”
“Yunho…”
As soon as the car stopped at a red light, Jaejoong leaned forward and kissed Yunho softly on the lips before he returned to his seat. He smiled reassuringly at the other man and squeezed his thigh, “Of course not.”
Yunho smiled back, “I love you.”
“I love you too.” Jaejoong murmured. He looked at Yunho carefully, “Why did you spend Christmas alone though? Don’t…don’t you have family to spend it with?” he asked softly, knowing not to press the issue too much.
“It’s…” Yunho’s grip tightened on the steering wheel and he glanced at Jaejoong, “It’s just complicated. I don’t really want to talk about it.”
“But baby -“
“Not now, okay?” he said softly, being careful not to raise his voice. Yunho sighed and glanced at Jaejoong. He parked the car in front of Sohyun’s house and sighed once more, “It’s…I’ll talk to you about it another time, I promise.”
“I’m sorry.” Jaejoong murmured. He reached out and took hold of Yunho’s hand, “I’m sorry for bringing it up -“
“No, it’s okay.” Yunho replied, as he forced a smile. He leaned over and kissed Jaejoong on the lips, “I owe you honesty, after all. You’ve told me so much about yourself, and you deserve to know everything about me.”
“I’m sorry.” Jaejoong repeated with a frown, “I think I’ve ruined your mood -“
“Nothing can ruin my mood,” Yunho murmured encouragingly as he leant in and stole another kiss from Jaejoong, “We’re going to have fun tonight - it’s Christmas Eve.” He carded his fingers through Jaejoong’s hair, “Merry Christmas baby.”
Nothing could prevent the smile that graced Jaejoong’s lips.
o-o-o
“Who’s this?” Wonjun asked as soon as Jaejoong and Yunho came into the dining room.
Jaejoong smiled encouragingly at Yunho and linked their arms together, “This is Jung Yunho, and he’s -“
“He’s Uncle Joongie’s special friend!” Horan shrieked as she came into the room and automatically launched herself at Jaejoong’s legs. She smiled ecstatically at her uncle and bounced up and down, “Did you get me something nice Uncle Joongie?”
“Hey, what’s this?” Wonjun protested as he took his seat at the head of the table, “Have I been completely forgotten? Horan, come back to daddy!”
Horan squealed and ran over to Wonjun, promptly placing herself on his lap. All the men exchanged amused glances, and Jaejoong intertwined his hand with Yunho’s before he squeezed it encouragingly.
“I’m sorry.” He whispered as he walked over to their spot at the table, “Horan’s a little noisy around this time of the year.”
“My little princess is never noisy.” Wonjun cooed as he held Horan close. She giggled and buried her face into his neck. He smiled at the couple, “So, how long have you two been together?”
“A couple of months,” Yunho answered with a smile, “We got introduced to each other by mutual friends, and after that, I kind of bothered Jaejoong into going out with me again.”
“Sounds like a familiar story.” Wonjun commented as soon as Sohyun came into the room with dinner. He smiled at his wife, “Apparently Yunho over here had to pester Jaejoong into going out with him - does that ring any bells for you?”
Sohyun laughed and set down the food, “Well, we Kims love to play hard to get.” She said with a smile as she brushed her hands on her dress. She smiled at Jaejoong. “You both look dashing tonight.”
“Daddy looks dashing too!” Horan added with a bright smile.
Jaejoong laughed, “Yes, he does.” He looked around the room, “Where’s Eunyoung? She’s not here yet…” he frowned slightly, “I want to -“
Yunho elbowed Jaejoong and pointed at Eunyoung, who had just entered the room. He whispered into Jaejoong’s ear, “Playing favourites again Jaejoong?” he pulled away with a smile and waved at Eunyoung.
“I don’t play favourites.” Jaejoong said with a pout, “I love everyone equally.”
Yunho laughed, “Don’t tell lies. You do love me best, don’t you?” he asked, a playful smile tugging at the corners of his lips.
Jaejoong blushed and pecked Yunho’s lips. He ignored the disgusted sounds coming from Wonjun and Horan, and replied, “Of course I do.”
Sohyun snorted loudly and took her seat. “Are you two lovebirds finished? It’s about time we started eating. If you two are going to stare at each other for the rest of the evening, you’re free to stay in the living room.”
Jaejoong blushed, “We’re done.”
Wonjun took hold of his wife’s hand and smiled at her, “Don’t you remember when we were young and still -“
“We’re still young.” Sohyun muttered as she pulled her hand away and began to cut slices of the roast beef, “Now give me your plate before I ship you back to Japan.”
As dinner started, Jaejoong took a brief moment to look around at the people gathered at the table. Wonjun and Sohyun were obviously enjoying one another’s company, and the twins were happy having Yunho’s attention upon them.
The whole aura of the holidays filled him with joy, and he could feel a sense of ease and comfort settle over him.
Nothing was better than being with family.
o-o-o
“I feel fat.” Jaejoong glanced at his sister and smiled, “Well…maybe you’re pregnant -“
“Jesus Christ,” Sohyun hissed as she nearly dropped the plate she’d been holding. “I invite you over for Christmas Eve dinner, and then you go about insulting me.” She whacked her brother on the shoulder, “You better learn to respect me better.”
Jaejoong laughed and dried the plate Sohyun handed him. “Well, you know me - always the rebellious one.” He smiled brightly at her, “Anyway, thank you so much for inviting Yunho and me over.”
Sohyun smiled back, “Of course. You’re my brother.” She set down the plate she’d been washing and smiled at him, “You’re my family, and I love you.”
Jaejoong pulled her into a crushing hug, and she laughed. “You’re so emotional lately, I really am wondering if you’re the pregnant one.” Sohyun joked as she pulled away from Jaejoong, “Anyway, so do you two have any plans after this?”
“I’m going to stay over at Yunho’s -“
“Oh.” Sohyun wriggled her eyebrow suggestively, “You’re going to stay over for the night?” she chuckled at Jaejoong’s aghast expression, “How the days fly by. My baby brother’s going to leave the nest and -“
“I’ve been out of the nest for a long time.” Jaejoong said as he tried to hide the blush on his face, “You don’t have to make things such a big deal. I’m going to stay over at his place…I mean, it should be normal right? He did ask me to live with him -“
Sohyun frowned, “Why do you sound so nervous?”
Jaejoong swallowed hard and put the plate he was holding onto the rack, “Yunho doesn’t know that I want to go home with him tonight.”
“You’re so cute, I want to pinch you.” Sohyun laughed loudly and shook her head in amusement, “Just tell him that you want to go home with him - I’m sure he won’t mind.”
“Let’s just drop the subject.” Jaejoong mumbled, “I can’t believe I’m talking about this with you.” He coughed awkwardly, “I’ll find my own way to tell him -“
“No wonder you didn’t have a gift for Yunho a while ago when we were unwrapping gifts.” Sohyun concluded aloud as she smiled at Jaejoong knowingly, “You want to give him your gift in private.”
Jaejoong nearly died of embarrassment on the spot. As much as he loved his family, having his sister talk about his sex life was not something that should’ve ever been discussed especially on Christmas.
o-o-o
“Jaejoong?”
He tore his eyes away from the dashboard and looked at Yunho. “What?” he stuttered in attempt to keep his nervousness to himself. Jaejoong swallowed hard and forced a smile at his boyfriend who was looking at him worriedly.
“Is there something wrong?” Yunho asked, “You’ve been so quiet ever since we’ve left your sister’s place. Did something happen?”
Jaejoong shook his head, “No, everything’s fine.” He bit his lip nervously and noticed that Yunho was about to take the left turn that would lead to where he lived. “Yunho…”
“Yes?”
“Can I stay over at your place tonight?” Jaejoong blurted out nervously, his face turning red in embarrassment. He averted his eyes from Yunho’s and stared at his hands. “I mean, you know -“
Yunho chuckled, “Of course you can baby.”
Jaejoong blushed harder, and Yunho glanced at him.
“Baby, if you get any redder, you’ll look like Rudolph’s nose. Calm down.” He reached across the space between them and held Jaejoong’s hand, “You’ll be fine.” Yunho smiled encouragingly and squeezed his hand, “We can take things slow.”
“I’m sorry -“
“Don’t be.” Yunho interrupted, “I love you, okay?” he smiled reassuringly, “Don’t worry about anything. I’ll take care of you, I promise.”
Jaejoong’s heart fluttered in his chest, and he smiled back at Yunho. “I’ll take care of you too.” He promised, “I love you.”
He’d said the words so many times, and now, all he had to do was show Yunho how much he loved him.
o-o-o
“Well, you know where everything is, right baby?” Yunho asked as they entered the apartment. He loosened the top buttons of his polo and glanced at Jaejoong, who was holding a bag in his hand. “Do you need anything?”
Jaejoong shook his head and smiled at Yunho, “I’m okay.”
“We’ll be…” Yunho trailed off and stared at Jaejoong for confirmation, “We’ll be sharing the bed, is that okay with you? If you want, I could sleep on the couch -“
“No!” Jaejoong shook his head, “I want to…I want to sleep next to you.” He blushed and ran a hand through his hair, “I don’t want you to sleep on the couch.”
Yunho chuckled and began to make his way to the bedroom, “I’ll just take a shower, if that’s okay with you? I had a meeting,” Jaejoong made a face, and Yunho laughed again, “The guy didn’t want to reschedule.”
“Oh, I see.”
“Anyway, I might smell, so I’ll take a shower.” Yunho finished with a smile as he pulled Jaejoong to the bedroom, “Feel free to change into your sleeping clothes.” He pressed a soft kiss to Jaejoong’s forehead before he left the room and headed to the bathroom.
As soon as the door shut, Jaejoong could feel his heart race in his chest. He glanced at himself in Yunho’s full body mirror and quickly approached it. He swallowed hard and mussed his hair up slightly in an attempt to make himself look more handsome before he slowly began to take off all his clothes.
His heart was pounding in his chest and Jaejoong slowly took out all the things he’d prepared for the night. He placed the condoms and lube on the night stand and stood at the foot of the bed, wondering what to do next.
Would it be better for him to wait on the covers, or under?
He stared at the bed for a few seconds before he decided to just stay on top of the covers and wait for Yunho to come back into the room. Jaejoong sat on the bed awkwardly and bit his lip.
He glanced down at his half hard cock and considered touching himself. He swallowed hard and reached down, his fingers wrapping around the base of his member before he slowly began to stroke himself.
Jaejoong bit his lip harder and stifled his moans, as he glanced at the bathroom door and shifted so that as soon as Yunho opened it, he would see him. Jaejoong swallowed hard and pulled his hand away as soon as he heard Yunho turn the door.
The door creaked open slowly, and Yunho’s eyes widened significantly.
“…fuck.” He hissed, his eyes raking all over Jaejoong’s body. Jaejoong blushed and shifted slightly, bringing Yunho’s eyes directly to his erection. “Baby…” Yunho blinked twice and met Jaejoong’s gaze, “Fuck.”
“Merry Christmas?” Jaejoong breathed out, as his eyes raked over Yunho’s body as well. The other man was only dressed in a pair of boxers, and so the rest of his tanned body was exposed. Jaejoong licked his lips, “I…”
Yunho glanced at the night stand, “You planned this?”
“Yes?”
It wasn’t long before Yunho crossed the distance between them and pinned Jaejoong onto the bed. He left kisses all over Jaejoong’s face, but before he could inch lower, Jaejoong took hold of his chin and stopped him.
“Baby?” Yunho breathed out, his eyes dark with lust and want.
Jaejoong turned them around and pressed Yunho against the mattress, “Why don’t you just lie down?” he breathed out, before he slowly began to move lower, making sure to kiss every single inch of Yunho’s tanned body.
He stopped at the waistband of Yunho’s boxers and looked up to meet Yunho’s dark eyes. Jaejoong fiddled with the waistband and slowly pulled it down, “You don’t mind if I…if I taste you -“
“Fuck, no, I don’t.” Yunho hissed, his gentlemanly ways temporarily subsiding to make way for a more primal need. He bit his lip, “I don’t mind at all.”
Jaejoong pulled Yunho’s boxers down all the way, and the other man kicked them off onto the floor. He looked up at Yunho once more, “Yunho, I’m sorry if -“
Yunho shook his head, “Baby, as long as it’s you, it’ll be perfect.”
Those words gave Jaejoong enough confidence, so he slowly lowered his head and licked at the tip of Yunho’s erection, eliciting a soft moan from the other man. He eventually moved down to engulf the entire member with his mouth, sucking at a painfully slow pace.
He could taste Yunho in his mouth and the moans that the other man was making only made his erection more painful than it already was. Jaejoong held Yunho’s hips down and continued to bob his head until Yunho pulled slightly at his hair.
“Baby, if you continue, I’m going to come.” Yunho breathed out. He pulled Jaejoong upwards and pushed him down before he reached for the lube, “I want to come inside of you.”
Jaejoong felt a shiver run up his spine, and he moved closer to Yunho, awaiting the intrusion of his long fingers. He locked eyes with Yunho, and let out a pained moan as Yunho inserted the first of his lubricated fingers.
“I’m sorry.” Yunho whispered as Jaejoong clutched him tightly. He moved his finger inside Jaejoong, twisting around the tight entrance before he inserted another, eliciting a louder moan from the smaller man.
Jaejoong clutched Yunho tightly and buried his face into the other man’s shoulder as he gasped, each movement sending shivers of pain and pleasure throughout his entire body. When Yunho inserted a third finger, he let out a moan and bit Yunho’s shoulder, muffling the sound.
There was the sound of a condom packet ripping, and Jaejoong watched as Yunho slid it over his erection. He swallowed hard and bit his lip, “Are you going to fit?”
Yunho shook his head and kissed Jaejoong languidly, their tongues intertwining, before he pulled away and said, “Baby, you’re so sexy and you don’t even seem to realize that.”
Jaejoong blushed, “It’s been a while, so…”
“Same here.” Yunho murmured as he positioned himself to enter Jaejoong. He met the other man’s eyes, “Can I enter you now baby?”
Jaejoong nodded, and it wasn’t long before Yunho pushed forward filling him up completely. Both men let out moans, and as Yunho began to thrust harder, Jaejoong wrapped his legs around Yunho and tightened his grip on him.
Yunho began to move in faster, and Jaejoong clutched Yunho tightly, pleading for him to go faster. As the minutes passed by, he could feel himself reaching the edge of his orgasm.
“Yunho, I’m so close.” Jaejoong whispered as Yunho delivered another thrust at his prostate. He let out a pleasured moan, “I’m so close.”
“Come for me baby.” Yunho muttered as he moved faster, “Say my name.”
After a few more thrusts Jaejoong came between their bodies withYunho following after, emptying himself completely into Jaejoong. They both panted heavily, their breathing being the only sound in the entire room.
After a few minutes, Yunho pulled out and tossed the condom into the trash can before he pulled Jaejoong close to his chest. He kissed Jaejoong softly, and it wasn’t long before they were once again entangled within one another.
As they settled for the night, their bodies still sticky, Jaejoong couldn’t bring himself to care - the warmth of Yunho’s embrace was enough for him to forget everything except how much he loved him.
He didn’t want to be anywhere but in Yunho’s arms.
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Author’s Note: u__u I was supposed to update this before 2011 ended, but then I had internet issues. Anyway, it’s here now. XD I hope you all had wonderful holidays. I hope you guys all like this a lot, and please do leave a comment! Happy New Year everyone! ♥