Don't need anyone.
It's interesting how much clearer things are .when you're on the outside looking in.
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I've noticed when people start getting close to me I pull away. Friends, lovers...what-have-you. I can't get close to anyone, by choice. I don't want anyone to feel like they need me, or vice versa. I want to be free, from everyone without them thinking I'm a bad person and not understanding my position. I'll skip that part all together. I can't be distracted. Alcohol, drugs..boys..I need to clear my head. I can't become dependent on things...but Myself. Focus. If they don't understand it's not my fault. Everyone has different wants and needs.
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I've noticed when people start getting close to me I pull away. Friends, lovers...what-have-you. I can't get close to anyone, by choice. I don't want anyone to feel like they need me, or vice versa. I want to be free, from everyone without them thinking I'm a bad person and not understanding my position. I'll skip that part all together. I can't be distracted. Alcohol, drugs..boys..I need to clear my head. I can't become dependent on things...but Myself. Focus. If they don't understand it's not my fault. Everyone has different wants and needs.