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I'm so sicked and tired of all of these guys!
These so called "nice" guys.
The ones that tell me they've always wanted to be with me, or have always liked me and never knew why I chose to go out with someone who treated me terribly.
They all have that same conceited feeling of entitlement being the nice guys that finish last. The ones that are really worth your time and will treat you like gold. The ones who say they've waited forever for a girl like you and you're so worth it.
The ones who would also call out of work to lay in bed with you all day and get in trouble. The ones that would stop hanging out with all of their friends because you're more important. The ones who think buying you things make you happy and feel appreciated. The ones who suck up to your parents, and forgive you for everything and are somehow have EVERYTHING in common with you. The ones who are weak, and smother you and would fall for any girl whose nice to them or give them the time of day. The ones who are in love with the idea of BEING in love. These are the ones who say they're "not like every other guy".
No they're a whole different type and they make me cry because they dont want me. They want love. They're sooo sappy, and sensitive, and smothery.
I just want to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Telling me that my ex boyfriend is a chauvanistic cocksucking elitest asshole
-WILL NOT MAKE ME GO OUT WITH YOU.
Telling me how much you've always liked me (even while we both had significant others) and now that we're single you feel "next in line" to take a chance to show you what a "real man is like"
-WILL NOT GET ME TO GO OUT WITH YOU.
Telling me how much you like my ass and wanna fuck me.
-WILL NOT GET ME TO GO OUT WITH YOU.
Telling me how much it hurts that your exgirlfriend hurt you just as much as my ex hurt me
-WILL NOT GET ME TO GO OUT WITH YOU.
Telling me you're lonley just like me.
-WILL NOT GET ME TO GO OUT WITH YOU.(because unlike you I choose to be alone)
Telling me you want to be my friend and hang out when it's obvious youre intentions are not true and you want to just get into my pants because I've been unavailable for 3 years.
-WILL NOT GET ME TO GO OUT WITH YOU AND I'M GETTING PISSED OFF.
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I only met 2 guys out of the 20 or so prospects I've had since I was like 14, who I genuinley felt I could have spent a very long time with. All of the other 18 were guys that liked me way more then I liked them and they became attatched and annoying, and clingy, and over-emotional and sensitive, or it was clearly just physical pleasure.
So my average is like 1 in every 10 guys is one that I'll really have feelings for and it will be mutual. All the rest I guess is just fun..and learning.
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I slept with someone for the first time in like 7 months and it was great. Intense, but great. An old friend..we never thought something like this would ever happen. He's asked me to hang out 3 times in the past 2-3 days...We're both kinda busy but I'm nervous. I know how I am....I don't want to hurt him. We're pretty straight forward with each other that its just fun...its SURPRISINGLY comfortable and familiar feeling.
I guess we'll see how that plays out.
I still dont want to be with anyone.
These so called "nice" guys.
The ones that tell me they've always wanted to be with me, or have always liked me and never knew why I chose to go out with someone who treated me terribly.
They all have that same conceited feeling of entitlement being the nice guys that finish last. The ones that are really worth your time and will treat you like gold. The ones who say they've waited forever for a girl like you and you're so worth it.
The ones who would also call out of work to lay in bed with you all day and get in trouble. The ones that would stop hanging out with all of their friends because you're more important. The ones who think buying you things make you happy and feel appreciated. The ones who suck up to your parents, and forgive you for everything and are somehow have EVERYTHING in common with you. The ones who are weak, and smother you and would fall for any girl whose nice to them or give them the time of day. The ones who are in love with the idea of BEING in love. These are the ones who say they're "not like every other guy".
No they're a whole different type and they make me cry because they dont want me. They want love. They're sooo sappy, and sensitive, and smothery.
I just want to be alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Telling me that my ex boyfriend is a chauvanistic cocksucking elitest asshole
-WILL NOT MAKE ME GO OUT WITH YOU.
Telling me how much you've always liked me (even while we both had significant others) and now that we're single you feel "next in line" to take a chance to show you what a "real man is like"
-WILL NOT GET ME TO GO OUT WITH YOU.
Telling me how much you like my ass and wanna fuck me.
-WILL NOT GET ME TO GO OUT WITH YOU.
Telling me how much it hurts that your exgirlfriend hurt you just as much as my ex hurt me
-WILL NOT GET ME TO GO OUT WITH YOU.
Telling me you're lonley just like me.
-WILL NOT GET ME TO GO OUT WITH YOU.(because unlike you I choose to be alone)
Telling me you want to be my friend and hang out when it's obvious youre intentions are not true and you want to just get into my pants because I've been unavailable for 3 years.
-WILL NOT GET ME TO GO OUT WITH YOU AND I'M GETTING PISSED OFF.
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I only met 2 guys out of the 20 or so prospects I've had since I was like 14, who I genuinley felt I could have spent a very long time with. All of the other 18 were guys that liked me way more then I liked them and they became attatched and annoying, and clingy, and over-emotional and sensitive, or it was clearly just physical pleasure.
So my average is like 1 in every 10 guys is one that I'll really have feelings for and it will be mutual. All the rest I guess is just fun..and learning.
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I slept with someone for the first time in like 7 months and it was great. Intense, but great. An old friend..we never thought something like this would ever happen. He's asked me to hang out 3 times in the past 2-3 days...We're both kinda busy but I'm nervous. I know how I am....I don't want to hurt him. We're pretty straight forward with each other that its just fun...its SURPRISINGLY comfortable and familiar feeling.
I guess we'll see how that plays out.
I still dont want to be with anyone.