From your aquaintance at GCC NtantrikDecember 4 2004, 09:26:27 UTC
Dear lover,
Came to your journal looking to say hello saw the title of your journal which caused me to bello
Came upon your rant on politics Its funny its really long, looks like your also into it for kicks
Yes your still a person your still my friend kelly But i care about same sex marriage, it gives me feelings in my belly
Im not as good as the breeders, says bush to me everday we dont like you! you cant get married! your gay!
Yes i love you still and cant hold it against you but darling i wish you knew how he hates me, and what he wants to do
Yes hes our president yes its sad kerry would have done no better, hes a stupid lad
As you can tell rhymin is fun But the crystalnight is coming and i fear i will run
Another friend of mine was murdered recently a friend very dear, beaten to death. left rotting but dead a bush sticker on his forehead, still dead but peacefully.
I dont hate bush infact i like somethings he has to say but i dont think i shouldnt be able to marry, or be murdered because im gay.
for me the election wasnt about economy or iraq it was about how many more have to die, will this hat ever crack
Im crying now, sitting at work thinking how much of a good person you are, i cant rhyme anymore a tear is falling down my cheek why cant anyone see how much pain and suffering this causes. Your right its over a done with people are mad, mostly the dems
But i dont care anymore its over and thats that my friend is dead, murdered bush is in office, in power
Im getting it back together now I think i can ryhm again but its futile this started as me trying to contact you. but this is to much emotion even for me
Its sad your the only person ive told about me friend being murdered. yet i know it wont effect you on the level that it does me because that couldnt have been you however it could have been I
Re: From your aquaintance at GCC Nlittle_nemoDecember 5 2004, 17:33:46 UTC
I'm very very sorry that your friend was murdered. that is such a horrible thing to happen to anyone. now, my dear clint, I'm sorry you feel the way you do about the way I feel about things. but I'm not sorry that I voted the way I did. I know that it was an important election for a lot of people, but really the results and constant quarls just show it to be an important one to a lot of people. When we vote, we're voting for not just one issue, we're voting for several. we are picking the candidate that we feel will best carry us through the future four years. yes, I voted for Bush, and I did so because I felt between the two, he was better. there are several reasons why I voted for him and there are several reasons why I didn't vote for kerry. and yes there are still several things I don't like about Bush, but I felt it right to make a choice, and so I chose. A whole lot has change in the short period of us not seeing each other, and this is not because of any influence of any other person, but through reflection, internal struggles, survival, realization, truth, and time. This is not to say that I'm a different person. not at all. I'm still Kelly, but I'm a stronger Kelly. And I do believe in Jesus and God, and I'm sorry if you don't like that. It was a long road I had to take to meet up with things. Nothing changes the way I see you as my friend. I know you are still Clint. But even if it sounds entirely ridiculous or corny, I'm not going to shove Jesus in the Closet. I have a feeling you wouldn't want me to do something like that either, because I think you can relate, only in a different way. Anyway, I understand what you're going through, even if it isn't happening to me. I want it to stop, I want it all to stop. That's what I was saying in my post. All of the violence needs to end. but I don't see that happening. as you can see, I'm still a hippie, but you know what, I know this world isn't ideal, and I hate that I have to come out of my bubble of what I want to be and see what is. I hate that your friend had to die, I hate that there's a war going on at home and in iraq, I hate that there are babies killed and thrown aside... I don't know what should be done, and I don't know what I can do, but help what little I can till I am able to do even more. I'm not going to call America a lost cause, but it's just something that I don't know how to deal with. you know me, I want to live in the woods, alone... This will happen, and I know that the killing will continue, the fighting will continue, the hatred will persist until there is too much, and it drowns out anything good. things aren't getting better. just hang on though. I know I can't ask it of you, and I'm not sure if you'll really listen. I don't want to sound like some broken record or give you the image of a brainwashed bible banshee, I think you might know what I'll say... Look. I do believe in Jesus and God, I know you don't. I know that you are very intelligent. But so am I. I know what you are missing. I don't even think I need to say more. I don't want you to get this idea I've changed. I'm still me, and I still care, but I know what God has done for me. I know He's out there, and what He's even doing for you. Look, I'm not going to turn this into a sermon or political rant. I know I've been absent from you for a long time, and I'm sorry. I care about you tons clint. and I'm so so sorry that you are hurting over all these things that plague you and this country, and I'm sorry that you have lost your friend because of this. really, honestly, I am. I don't know what else I want to say... look, I don't know how you feel about me. but if you want to say hello, or want to know what i'm up to, my new lj is: wine_red I'll see you around or hear from you then... Love you, Kelly.
Came to your journal looking to say hello
saw the title of your journal which caused me to bello
Came upon your rant on politics
Its funny its really long, looks like your also into it for kicks
Yes your still a person your still my friend kelly
But i care about same sex marriage, it gives me feelings in my belly
Im not as good as the breeders, says bush to me everday
we dont like you! you cant get married! your gay!
Yes i love you still and cant hold it against you
but darling i wish you knew how he hates me, and what he wants to do
Yes hes our president yes its sad
kerry would have done no better, hes a stupid lad
As you can tell rhymin is fun
But the crystalnight is coming and i fear i will run
Another friend of mine was murdered recently
a friend very dear, beaten to death. left rotting but dead a bush sticker on his forehead, still dead but peacefully.
I dont hate bush infact i like somethings he has to say
but i dont think i shouldnt be able to marry, or be murdered because im gay.
for me the election wasnt about economy or iraq
it was about how many more have to die, will this hat ever crack
Im crying now, sitting at work
thinking how much of a good person you are,
i cant rhyme anymore
a tear is falling down my cheek
why cant anyone see
how much pain and suffering this causes.
Your right its over a done with
people are mad, mostly the dems
But i dont care anymore
its over and thats that
my friend is dead, murdered
bush is in office, in power
Im getting it back together now
I think i can ryhm again but its futile
this started as me trying to contact you.
but this is to much emotion even for me
Its sad your the only person ive told about me friend being murdered.
yet i know it wont effect you on the level that it does me
because that couldnt have been you
however it could have been I
Love you lots sweety
hope you find happiness.
SERENITY NOW! SERENITY NOW! SERENITY NOW!
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now, my dear clint, I'm sorry you feel the way you do about the way I feel about things. but I'm not sorry that I voted the way I did. I know that it was an important election for a lot of people, but really the results and constant quarls just show it to be an important one to a lot of people. When we vote, we're voting for not just one issue, we're voting for several. we are picking the candidate that we feel will best carry us through the future four years. yes, I voted for Bush, and I did so because I felt between the two, he was better. there are several reasons why I voted for him and there are several reasons why I didn't vote for kerry. and yes there are still several things I don't like about Bush, but I felt it right to make a choice, and so I chose. A whole lot has change in the short period of us not seeing each other, and this is not because of any influence of any other person, but through reflection, internal struggles, survival, realization, truth, and time. This is not to say that I'm a different person. not at all. I'm still Kelly, but I'm a stronger Kelly. And I do believe in Jesus and God, and I'm sorry if you don't like that. It was a long road I had to take to meet up with things. Nothing changes the way I see you as my friend. I know you are still Clint. But even if it sounds entirely ridiculous or corny, I'm not going to shove Jesus in the Closet. I have a feeling you wouldn't want me to do something like that either, because I think you can relate, only in a different way. Anyway, I understand what you're going through, even if it isn't happening to me. I want it to stop, I want it all to stop. That's what I was saying in my post. All of the violence needs to end. but I don't see that happening. as you can see, I'm still a hippie, but you know what, I know this world isn't ideal, and I hate that I have to come out of my bubble of what I want to be and see what is. I hate that your friend had to die, I hate that there's a war going on at home and in iraq, I hate that there are babies killed and thrown aside... I don't know what should be done, and I don't know what I can do, but help what little I can till I am able to do even more. I'm not going to call America a lost cause, but it's just something that I don't know how to deal with. you know me, I want to live in the woods, alone... This will happen, and I know that the killing will continue, the fighting will continue, the hatred will persist until there is too much, and it drowns out anything good. things aren't getting better. just hang on though. I know I can't ask it of you, and I'm not sure if you'll really listen. I don't want to sound like some broken record or give you the image of a brainwashed bible banshee, I think you might know what I'll say... Look. I do believe in Jesus and God, I know you don't. I know that you are very intelligent. But so am I. I know what you are missing. I don't even think I need to say more. I don't want you to get this idea I've changed. I'm still me, and I still care, but I know what God has done for me. I know He's out there, and what He's even doing for you. Look, I'm not going to turn this into a sermon or political rant. I know I've been absent from you for a long time, and I'm sorry. I care about you tons clint. and I'm so so sorry that you are hurting over all these things that plague you and this country, and I'm sorry that you have lost your friend because of this. really, honestly, I am.
I don't know what else I want to say...
look, I don't know how you feel about me. but if you want to say hello, or want to know what i'm up to, my new lj is: wine_red
I'll see you around or hear from you then...
Love you, Kelly.
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