Positive direction?

May 18, 2005 21:25

This weekend, I am not going to be a puss. I am going to work my ass off to find a place that will hire me. It will be my goal to visit at least 10 different shopping centers and go into every store to ask about employment.I will fill out all of the applications that I recieve, and I WILL turn them all in that day, or the next day. I need a job. I need my own place...My own place meaning a place for Shawn, Alex and I. Or something like that.

I want to be a sound engineer, but if all else fails, I'll become a bartender. Kick ass.

Alex and I are going to collaborate for our last project in art. Hopefully it will be great, and I'll hang it above my bed. I want him to tag something, and I'm going to paint it and probably design the background. I want it to be something like 2'6"x4'. I hope we can do it. I hope it'll look great. I love the idea of collaborating on something with him. I wish we had art the same block.. ;\ Oh well. We can work on it after school and such.

Why doesn't anyone remember the Black Crowes?

I really enjoy driving. I don't enjoy it when I'm backing out of parking lots and a car drives past me really fast, so that I nearly back into them. I need to pratice that thing which you call..."Reverse"...I want to go up to Santa Cruz with Entschen. We can walk around and go to the beach and build a bonfire and fall asleep on the sand. How romantic. And then crabs will EAT ME! What luck. Pah.

I can't believe school is almost over. In less than four months, I will become a senior. In one year and two weeks, I will graduate from highschool. Those numbers frighten me. But I know what I want to do with myself, so it's okay. I was at my brother's birthday party last weekend (He just turned 12), and my Mom and her parents were debating on what I was going to do with my life. She said I was going to be an art major. They said I was going to Japan to teach English. I was flopped out on the floor, and I heard this, so I raised my head and said "Sound engineer!" then dropped my head back into the carpet. I found it sort of funny, kinda like something that'd be on a TV show, or something. I WISH I was creative enough to be an art major, shit. I might not have the ear to be a sound engineer, though. Hm. NO NEGATIVE THOUGHTS.

Time to finish my History Homework.
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