May 11, 2005 20:04
I love love love love LOVE finding people who are HAPPY to be off of meth.
I picked up Cammy today. She's so tiny. Supposedly, she's been off of meth for two weeks. She looks and acts clean, so I believe her. She says she's glad that she's off of it. We went to Serra Park, and wandered around for a while, when I spotted Karla and Antony. Antony has a job and a girlfriend. Karla says she's clean and she got the fuck out of her house, away from Kenyon. That was probably the highlight of my day, hearing those words coming out of her mouth. She used to be really heavy into meth, and hearing that she is clean makes me feel so happy. People are finally getting their feet on the ground and aren't dependant on drugs so much anymore. Everyone is growing up. Thank God.
I hopefully will have some sort of social life, now. I'm happy where I am, if this whole making friends thing works out. I need to loosen up, and I'm trying to be less judgemental of people. This will make life EASIER! Whoo. At least today, I don't feel as insecure. Let's see how long this'll last, hmm?