argh!!!

[little_gnome_87]

fucking hell!!! if its not bad enough that ive been so emo recently i just wanna run away i went and gave father another reason to get on at me! i broke the front off of the fuckin dishwasher, which i might add was already v loose, but of course its all my fault and he's pure raging!!! argh!!! why the hell did it have to happen on a bad day!!! fucking typical!!! as if this week hasnt been emo enough!!! im just in a pure rut atm and mum is gettin at me for not eatin right etc (which i am just not as much as them!) and that i've to stop worrying and i'll be fine soon and everythin is good .... god its like i'm being made to go through the difficult teenage years that i managed to miss out in my teenhood and its come back with full vengence!! argh!!! thank god im escaping to wee jen's 2 weekends in a row next month so that at least will get me away from here!!!

ugh may persuade spence to go a jolly with me ...