So let me continue...
So let me continue…
Everyone needs forgiveness…I needed it from him. It’s for my own inner peace. I know that, how I am or what I have become may not matter to him anymore or even the part that I needed his forgiveness. But he did which was all that mattered to me. As I’ve said in the past forgiveness is a spiritual thing. I have no regrets about the people I loved in the past because everyone deserves to be loved. It may not be forever I’m sure somehow there was a point where it was real.
That encounter made me think so much. I won’t deny that somehow I felt sad, sad only because there are certain things I miss. I guess I can say I also miss the person. Okay not in a romantic manner only because the person did play a large significance in my life for a time. As a person he was nice to be with even as a friend. Another part is sometimes I do miss having someone but at this point it’s not something I’m trying to find or want because I want to focus on other things in my life.
I am happy that he has found his happiness…
My dreams are my priorities. Now it’s all about maximizing my potential. What I can do and make out of my life. Honestly I want to change the world that’s how I am. I like helping people and maybe influence them to help others as well. Having this dream is not easy to fulfill but that doesn’t stop me from trying. Sometimes selflessness doesn’t come easy because you also have your own personal desires and wants. It’s easier to be selfish. Sometimes we tend to compromise because we get pulled by how the world has become and the selfishness that is around us. I’d like to think that I have put myself in a better position to make changes and reach out and make that difference the world needs.
So I’d like to start where my heart has always been “the arts” and since this is what I am passionate about. I’d ask myself how can my love for the arts help others what can I do to make relevant changes and make it somehow make the world a better place at the same time make money…let’s try to hit two birds with one stone. haha
Now this goes back to the question in my talent test I took in UP to get in the college of fine arts. The question goes something like…As an artist how do you think you can help make the world a better place. Okay you have to answer that visually. So my idea back then was as an artist we can paint and show what the world has become and how it used to be to create awareness that we have to do something before it’s too late to help them envision what’s going to happen if we don’t try to make that change. So I painted my vision using watercolor and yes the person beside me was coping my concept which was really funny.
So I guess on my end besides doing business and getting profit from what make me happy. I would also want to make it a business that can help others. Well I really have so many plans that I will do one day at a time. I don’t know if I made sense since I’m really tired and sleepy.
Everyone needs forgiveness…I needed it from him. It’s for my own inner peace. I know that, how I am or what I have become may not matter to him anymore or even the part that I needed his forgiveness. But he did which was all that mattered to me. As I’ve said in the past forgiveness is a spiritual thing. I have no regrets about the people I loved in the past because everyone deserves to be loved. It may not be forever I’m sure somehow there was a point where it was real.
That encounter made me think so much. I won’t deny that somehow I felt sad, sad only because there are certain things I miss. I guess I can say I also miss the person. Okay not in a romantic manner only because the person did play a large significance in my life for a time. As a person he was nice to be with even as a friend. Another part is sometimes I do miss having someone but at this point it’s not something I’m trying to find or want because I want to focus on other things in my life.
I am happy that he has found his happiness…
My dreams are my priorities. Now it’s all about maximizing my potential. What I can do and make out of my life. Honestly I want to change the world that’s how I am. I like helping people and maybe influence them to help others as well. Having this dream is not easy to fulfill but that doesn’t stop me from trying. Sometimes selflessness doesn’t come easy because you also have your own personal desires and wants. It’s easier to be selfish. Sometimes we tend to compromise because we get pulled by how the world has become and the selfishness that is around us. I’d like to think that I have put myself in a better position to make changes and reach out and make that difference the world needs.
So I’d like to start where my heart has always been “the arts” and since this is what I am passionate about. I’d ask myself how can my love for the arts help others what can I do to make relevant changes and make it somehow make the world a better place at the same time make money…let’s try to hit two birds with one stone. haha
Now this goes back to the question in my talent test I took in UP to get in the college of fine arts. The question goes something like…As an artist how do you think you can help make the world a better place. Okay you have to answer that visually. So my idea back then was as an artist we can paint and show what the world has become and how it used to be to create awareness that we have to do something before it’s too late to help them envision what’s going to happen if we don’t try to make that change. So I painted my vision using watercolor and yes the person beside me was coping my concept which was really funny.
So I guess on my end besides doing business and getting profit from what make me happy. I would also want to make it a business that can help others. Well I really have so many plans that I will do one day at a time. I don’t know if I made sense since I’m really tired and sleepy.