Sideways

[litlmisstrouble]

I'm in a tough emotional place with my novel right now. The more I have to write about experiences I've had recently, the harder it is to write. Add to that a potential burgeoning relationship, and my head's all screwed up right now. But in a good way -- I feel like that by writing about it, it's going to help heal me, which can only help me with the relationship thing. The more I write about it, the more I reflect on it, and the more I reflect on it, the more I start to put back the pieces of something that I'm now realizing has been broken in me for a pretty long time. I think the relationship is helping me do this, but so is the book. All I know is that I've felt more healthy about my relationships, both with men and otherwise, than I have in a long time. Yay book. Yay boy. Yay me. That's about it.

Sideways
(featuring: Citizen Cope)

Written by Clarence Greenwood (Citizen Cope)

You know it isn't easy
For these thoughts here to leave me
There are no words to describe it
In French or in English
Cause diamonds they fade
And flowers they bloom
And I'm telling you

Chorus
That these feelings won't go away
They've been knockin me sideways
They've been knockin me out lately
Whenever you come around me
These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin me sideways
I keep thinking in a moment that
Time will take them away
But these feelings won't go away