Broke Lives, but not Broken Spirit.
Much has gone in the last few weeks. From the end of last month to now, thing have been chaotic, but have been so for the greater good. The place I was lving with Traci was being forclosed on. Thus, we moved and to two different places. I now reside with Jeanna, one of my dearest from the club. Work has been going well too. But I need to Find a second job now that camp is over. Camp was amazing good times. Working with the kids really makes me feel alive and like I am making a difference in someone's life outside my friends. I can't wait for next year all ready!
Thanks to many amaing friends I was able to move into a uber nice place with Jeanna. Anita, Traci's mom, helped us find it. Jason, Paul, Dana, and Teak were all major forces in helping me get my stuff there. Even my mom and auntie helped. It's still boxland at my house, but things are coming together nicely. I love being with Jeanna so far. We work well as a team and I'm much happier with the new digs. We have space!!!! YES!!!! I have my own bathroom!
Things with Jason have been ebbing and flowing. We see each other at least once a week, but the man drives me crazy. I'm all tired and my heart won't let me be anything but patient. I'm lonely. And even though Dave and I might not be right for each other, I at least can hold his attention. Grr.... Part of me misses the sex with him, the sad part is between him and the thing we mostly had was sex. He's a good kid and maybe one day he'll grow up.
Vanessa found me on myspace. We are going to be hanging out again. I missed her. She is the awesome. She found me on Jason's page. Apparently he and she had been friendly chatting on the net. It slightly bugged me. I dunno if he wanted anything to do with her as more than a friend. That's what's bugging me. I need to voice how I feel before I loose out completely.
Thanks to many amaing friends I was able to move into a uber nice place with Jeanna. Anita, Traci's mom, helped us find it. Jason, Paul, Dana, and Teak were all major forces in helping me get my stuff there. Even my mom and auntie helped. It's still boxland at my house, but things are coming together nicely. I love being with Jeanna so far. We work well as a team and I'm much happier with the new digs. We have space!!!! YES!!!! I have my own bathroom!
Things with Jason have been ebbing and flowing. We see each other at least once a week, but the man drives me crazy. I'm all tired and my heart won't let me be anything but patient. I'm lonely. And even though Dave and I might not be right for each other, I at least can hold his attention. Grr.... Part of me misses the sex with him, the sad part is between him and the thing we mostly had was sex. He's a good kid and maybe one day he'll grow up.
Vanessa found me on myspace. We are going to be hanging out again. I missed her. She is the awesome. She found me on Jason's page. Apparently he and she had been friendly chatting on the net. It slightly bugged me. I dunno if he wanted anything to do with her as more than a friend. That's what's bugging me. I need to voice how I feel before I loose out completely.