So disappointed.
Anger and disappointment are 2 words that have floating through my head all day.
Do you understand that i've looked to my right about 25 thousand times since last night and i just continue to see an empty fish tank?
It was so upsetting to get up this morning and not see her swimming about looking for me to feed her.
I cant believe i havent gotten a phone call.
Nothing.
My goodness you have no idea how every minute just continues to rip my heart to shreads.
I dont wanna go through this by myself.
I cant.
I really am not going to be as strong as i think i will be able.
Once i see my cousins, its going to be just a complete emotional breakdown.
Some of the girls wanted to come out but its supposed to be an absolute circus so i really dont want them to see my family that way.
I wish he was coming with me though.
Wake Monday
Funeral Tuesday
School Wednesday? Ha, that sounds silly at this point
All i can hope for is that God has sent my uncle to a great place and will give me the strength i need this week.
Rest In Peace Uncle Billy...
I'm sorry.
Do you understand that i've looked to my right about 25 thousand times since last night and i just continue to see an empty fish tank?
It was so upsetting to get up this morning and not see her swimming about looking for me to feed her.
I cant believe i havent gotten a phone call.
Nothing.
My goodness you have no idea how every minute just continues to rip my heart to shreads.
I dont wanna go through this by myself.
I cant.
I really am not going to be as strong as i think i will be able.
Once i see my cousins, its going to be just a complete emotional breakdown.
Some of the girls wanted to come out but its supposed to be an absolute circus so i really dont want them to see my family that way.
I wish he was coming with me though.
Wake Monday
Funeral Tuesday
School Wednesday? Ha, that sounds silly at this point
All i can hope for is that God has sent my uncle to a great place and will give me the strength i need this week.
Rest In Peace Uncle Billy...
I'm sorry.