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Today was one of those days where I just felt like crap. I woke up with a headache, and because I didn't sleep very much (like 4 hours tops) I spent the day with this tired haze over me. I got absolutely nothing accomplished. I tried napping but I woke up twice, once in a cold sweat, once so hot to the point of naseau.
It was my fault for not sleeping last night. But it was worth it.
Alyson and Kristina stayed over last night. I was happy I spent the march break doing my monotonous normal activity..with the same few people I see (forgive me) too often. Britt came over til about midnight but since she had to work today, she left. We ordered pizza and watched tv and stuff. Kris fell asleep around 2-ish. Alyson and I talked pretty much talked the whole night. It's been so long since I talked to someone like that.
I told Alyson stuff I was afraid to admit to myself. She's so nonjudgemental and has this openess that makes her such a great listener. She's so funny and honest.. my friggin hero. I was planning on writing about my realization/self-admission that I came to last night but I'm too tired at this point. I'll fill it in the next time its on my mind.
I don't feel healthy anymore. There's something wrong underlying in my system. I haven't been sleeping well, have had very little appetite (which caused me to drop 5 pounds in the last 2 weeks or so), I'm always friggin tired (even when I do sleep like 12 hours) and never ever rested (even after this weeklong vacation, and my menstrual cycle is all out of whack again. I'll spare you details.
It was my fault for not sleeping last night. But it was worth it.
Alyson and Kristina stayed over last night. I was happy I spent the march break doing my monotonous normal activity..with the same few people I see (forgive me) too often. Britt came over til about midnight but since she had to work today, she left. We ordered pizza and watched tv and stuff. Kris fell asleep around 2-ish. Alyson and I talked pretty much talked the whole night. It's been so long since I talked to someone like that.
I told Alyson stuff I was afraid to admit to myself. She's so nonjudgemental and has this openess that makes her such a great listener. She's so funny and honest.. my friggin hero. I was planning on writing about my realization/self-admission that I came to last night but I'm too tired at this point. I'll fill it in the next time its on my mind.
I don't feel healthy anymore. There's something wrong underlying in my system. I haven't been sleeping well, have had very little appetite (which caused me to drop 5 pounds in the last 2 weeks or so), I'm always friggin tired (even when I do sleep like 12 hours) and never ever rested (even after this weeklong vacation, and my menstrual cycle is all out of whack again. I'll spare you details.