Death

Mar 19, 2009 12:32

-of all the deaths I have seen, I still think AIDS is the most gruesome, but that dog twitching in the road whimpering trying to run home, was pretty damn bad too

-Reflecting on adulthood lately, I've decided that the two hallmarks are 1) creating the discipline to do the dishes before going to bed each night and 2) developing a fear of death. I'm just now starting on the dishes, still waiting for the fear to set in

-the people who were the closest to me who have died, were the least traumatic deaths for me as an observer, the people I didn't get to be with as much hurt the most

-I still cry really really hard when I see anything that even looks slightly similar to the worst deaths I've seen -pictures, movies, stories(and yes, musicals)

-I have no idea how people like Ms M. and Ms E. do their jobs, I don't like how other people deal with death, I'm not supportive like that, especially when it's people you know are going to die . . . like, everyone. You're very old = I'm not surprised if you die.

-I still think crashing and dying while riding a motorcycle without a helmet and trying, while drunk, to jump off a balcony into a pool are the two stupidest ways to die

-I do have one fear about death and it's a very specific fear involving sharks _not_ eating me.
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