Sometimes

[lissyssil]

I do the stupidest things anyone could ever think of.  Why do I do it?  I don't know.  Perhaps partially because I'm still trying to self destruct?  Who really knows.  All I know is that pretty much as soon as I've done it, I feel like hell about it, because it was dumb, and because it hurts people.

Bleah.  Suckage.