you're the most incredible man i've ever known
I left work early yesterday and then I tried to take a nap. I say 'tried' because it pretty much FAILED FROM EXCITEMENT. I didn't fall asleep but I went... somewhere strange for about 40 minutes and then I was too jazzed to even try to continue. FUCK. THEN, I WENT TO THE LIQUOR STORE. I CALLED MY MOM AND WAS LIKE, "I CAN'T EVEN FOCUS ENOUGH TO READ THESE BOTTLES, CAN YOU HELP ME." YOU DON'T EVEN NEED THE LIQUOR IDT. "IT IS A CELEBRATION." Then I wanted a wine that would be fitting~ and my mom was like, "OMG GO UP AND ASK THE CLERK IF THEY HAVE A WINE CALLED 'WILD KINGDOM'." I WANTED TO BUT I WAS TOO MUCH A FUCKING MESS, YOU GUYS. I WANTED A WINE CALLED "FOLIE A DEUX" - I LOST MY SHIT, YOU GUYS, UPON SEEING IT - BUT THE ALCOHOL CONTENT WASN'T HIGH ENOUGH AND I DIDN'T LIKE THEIR FONT. SO THAT WAS A WASH. BUT ANYWAY. OH AND *THEN*, "YOU MIGHT THINK" BY THE CARS CAME ON OVERHEAD AND I CURLED UP INTO A FLAIL BALL IN THE RIESLING AISLE BECAUSE I WAS WATCHING MY VIDEO TO IT IN MY HEAD AND KJHLSDFHJLKFS SF SDHF SHF KSF SAKF SAKJH. I GOT WINE, it took waaaaaay longer than it should have and the guy was like, "Have a good night!" and I was like, "OH, I WILL." Then I came home and lkjhdsf jklahsfkl hsdfl aslfkh aslkjdfh sakjfh askjfdh askjdfh I STILL DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO SAY ABOUT IT, I AM IN FUCKING DENIAL. My favorite, favorite, out of anything, was the last scene on the couch, how he's the most incredible man she's ever known. and would always be. fucking dead.
I had to work this morning, I woke up at 4 and again at 6 and I couldn't sleep because I was still excited. So I edited a little before work. I NORMALLY DON'T WORK ON TUESDAYS. But she talked yesterday about how she was going to be there by herself and might need help if I wanted to come. AND LIKE, I DIDN'T, BUT I WANTED MONIES. AND I WAS AWAKE. AND TOO SHOCKED TO EVEN KEEP EDITING BECAUSE IT WAS TMTH. So I went to work. IT WAS FINE. I wanted to do cartwheels but I didn't. I JUST SKIPPED DOWN THE HALL A LOT!!!! And Kelly probably thought it was odd as I passed but whatever, he's boaring. Also I was totally hungover and it BLEW MY MIND how fucking happy and functional I was even in spite of that. JFC. Blew my mind. I left early and had THE BEST CAR RIDE HOME, I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW. I WILL TALK ABOUT IT LATER. GOOSEBUMPS AND CRYING, GOOSEBUMPS AND CRYING, I CAN'T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I WAS THAT UNFLINCHINGLY HAPPY. And then I went into the film office to pick up RL editing footage (lol, what's that) but no one had their shit together so I tried editing House/Cuddy BUT THAT WAS THE STUPIDEST IDEA IN THE WORLD, TRYING TO EDIT THIS SHIT IN PUBLIC. And see, I wouldn't even care if people walked by and saw basically porn in mah Final Cut! They are all so cool that I wouldn't even care and I know they wouldn't judge me! I couldn't edit because *I* was freaking out too much and losing my shit and turning away to cry and compose myself. SO I HAD TO STOP. SO HARD. oh and then Jason and I were sitting on the couch on our computers and Sam was like, "LOL *points* what are you two doing?" "EDITING", I say. "Great! Anything fun?" I JUST LOL'D. LJKHSDFHAKHJKLFDA
I WILL EDIT THIS ICON AFTER I MAKE A NEW ONE. OF SEX. IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING THE TOPIC OF IT.
I had to work this morning, I woke up at 4 and again at 6 and I couldn't sleep because I was still excited. So I edited a little before work. I NORMALLY DON'T WORK ON TUESDAYS. But she talked yesterday about how she was going to be there by herself and might need help if I wanted to come. AND LIKE, I DIDN'T, BUT I WANTED MONIES. AND I WAS AWAKE. AND TOO SHOCKED TO EVEN KEEP EDITING BECAUSE IT WAS TMTH. So I went to work. IT WAS FINE. I wanted to do cartwheels but I didn't. I JUST SKIPPED DOWN THE HALL A LOT!!!! And Kelly probably thought it was odd as I passed but whatever, he's boaring. Also I was totally hungover and it BLEW MY MIND how fucking happy and functional I was even in spite of that. JFC. Blew my mind. I left early and had THE BEST CAR RIDE HOME, I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW. I WILL TALK ABOUT IT LATER. GOOSEBUMPS AND CRYING, GOOSEBUMPS AND CRYING, I CAN'T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I WAS THAT UNFLINCHINGLY HAPPY. And then I went into the film office to pick up RL editing footage (lol, what's that) but no one had their shit together so I tried editing House/Cuddy BUT THAT WAS THE STUPIDEST IDEA IN THE WORLD, TRYING TO EDIT THIS SHIT IN PUBLIC. And see, I wouldn't even care if people walked by and saw basically porn in mah Final Cut! They are all so cool that I wouldn't even care and I know they wouldn't judge me! I couldn't edit because *I* was freaking out too much and losing my shit and turning away to cry and compose myself. SO I HAD TO STOP. SO HARD. oh and then Jason and I were sitting on the couch on our computers and Sam was like, "LOL *points* what are you two doing?" "EDITING", I say. "Great! Anything fun?" I JUST LOL'D. LJKHSDFHAKHJKLFDA
I WILL EDIT THIS ICON AFTER I MAKE A NEW ONE. OF SEX. IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING THE TOPIC OF IT.