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Hi livejournallll. ♥ Yesterday we went to a pool at a different hotel, it was the best pool. Then we hung out with my mom's business partner and his friend. It started out fine, but once they drank more, they became so incredibly disrespectful that I fucking cried. Not disrespectful to me or to my mother, but just making comments about women in general that made me fucking sick. (My mom: "You don't even know her!" Him: "She's not sucking my cock, I don't need to know her!" I know it was a joke but that is one of the most horrible things I've heard in my entire life.) So no, I did not have a good time. And then my mom was just irresponsible and it's hard when she bitches about money for basic necessities but then suddenly has money to drop on a hotel room so she can "get ripped" because "she never gets to" (oh man, bullshit). Her partner paid for it in the end, but still. And I hated it, I felt the need to stifle how pissed off I was just because they were paying for everything (we ran a $400 bar tab, sheesh), but it wasn't all bad because it just reinforced something I already knew - I could NEVER BE IN A RELATIONSHIP LIKE THAT. I would rather express my disdain than have unlimited drinks or fancy things. Andrew said something and I just sat there fucking appalled and my mom thought it was hilarious and I was like, "No, it's not funny. I hate that view, I hate that subservient bullshit and I can't believe you're supporting it." I hate how my mom is so content to play Little Miss Housewife, and I hate that her view of the perfect relationship is her cleaning the house while the husband makes all the money, and then he comes home, she cooks him a 5 course dinner and then sucks his dick and does whatever he wants because "oh, he's making money so idcccc~". The thought of any one of those things makes me want to puke, let alone all of them in one fucking sentence. So fuck that noise, I made her take me to a deli and then I just laid in the hallway and took photos of the bitchin' Do Not Disturb signs. That sandwich and those signs where the only redemption of the evening. The view wasn't too bad either. And Joey gave me chips after he won so I wasted those in a Wizard of Oz machine today when we woke up.
We came home and I took a bubble bath while I listened to Vienna Teng and ate a bagel. We went to a different pool, the one that Tony broke us into the other day, and I was all nervous to rig the door but I didn't even have to because a worker saw us coming and came over and opened it for us. HOW THOUGHTFUL. I started to burn so we went to Arby's (classy) and then came home and I don't even remember. OH I WATCHED THE POWERPUFF GIRLS. Then we watched Letters to Juliet and it was okay, I guess, I like the concept but I think the execution was extremely subpar for how it could have been. Blah.
OH, LOL YOU GUYS I HAVE TO TELL YOU. Okay, remember when I went to Lady Gaga and someone asked if they could shoot me for a local magazine? We did a little shoot on the street and she said she didn't know who'd get printed and who would go online. Well apparently I got printed because I got a text from one of my middle school friends the other day saying that she saw me in it. I haven't seen it yet because I haven't been home, but that's not even the best part. LOL REMEMBER MY EX RANDY, THE DJ? He posted a status on facebook today saying he was just flipping through the latest issue of said magazine - "ex-girlfriend on page 42." OH MY GOD I DIED. WOULDN'T YOU JUST DIE IF YOU WERE READING ONE OF YOUR MAGAZINES LIKE USUAL AND JUST TURNED THE PAGE TO SEE YOUR EX THAT YOU'RE STILL INTO, DRESSED IN NOTHING BUT BLACK LACE AND PINK UNDERWEAR? God, I almost feel bad for him. Almost. No but it was cool to see, I had no idea he read it, I had no idea people even knew about it because until now, I'd never even heard of it. But I don't hang around downtown as much as either of those two so maybe that's why? idk. But still, very cool, and yay I have an excuse to go get some of my favorite downtown gelato when I get home tomorrow. ♥
We came home and I took a bubble bath while I listened to Vienna Teng and ate a bagel. We went to a different pool, the one that Tony broke us into the other day, and I was all nervous to rig the door but I didn't even have to because a worker saw us coming and came over and opened it for us. HOW THOUGHTFUL. I started to burn so we went to Arby's (classy) and then came home and I don't even remember. OH I WATCHED THE POWERPUFF GIRLS. Then we watched Letters to Juliet and it was okay, I guess, I like the concept but I think the execution was extremely subpar for how it could have been. Blah.
OH, LOL YOU GUYS I HAVE TO TELL YOU. Okay, remember when I went to Lady Gaga and someone asked if they could shoot me for a local magazine? We did a little shoot on the street and she said she didn't know who'd get printed and who would go online. Well apparently I got printed because I got a text from one of my middle school friends the other day saying that she saw me in it. I haven't seen it yet because I haven't been home, but that's not even the best part. LOL REMEMBER MY EX RANDY, THE DJ? He posted a status on facebook today saying he was just flipping through the latest issue of said magazine - "ex-girlfriend on page 42." OH MY GOD I DIED. WOULDN'T YOU JUST DIE IF YOU WERE READING ONE OF YOUR MAGAZINES LIKE USUAL AND JUST TURNED THE PAGE TO SEE YOUR EX THAT YOU'RE STILL INTO, DRESSED IN NOTHING BUT BLACK LACE AND PINK UNDERWEAR? God, I almost feel bad for him. Almost. No but it was cool to see, I had no idea he read it, I had no idea people even knew about it because until now, I'd never even heard of it. But I don't hang around downtown as much as either of those two so maybe that's why? idk. But still, very cool, and yay I have an excuse to go get some of my favorite downtown gelato when I get home tomorrow. ♥