"you meant a great deal to him."
Ahhh I am tired as hell but idk, leaving the theater I just felt so... calm? It's like there was some part of me that had been internally stressed/needing this even though I didn't know it and now that I've gone to that place, and seen those old friends again, it's like something is okay that I didn't even realize was off before. Because that's really what it's like - seeing old friends, and being able to go right back to a place where you left bits and pieces of your heart over a span of years prior. I have no idea. I was just overwhelmed by this as I left. There's something beautifully safe and nostalgic about fandoms you had during those crucial years of development. And then when they come out with new shit now, when you're older and more grown up, it's priceless to have that gift again - it's like X-Files, too, I don't know how to explain it.