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aaaaaaaaaaaaand 180 f-list entries later, I am finally caught up. (i DID read them all, even if i didnt comment, btw. swear on lisa's life i did.) AND THAT'S JUST YOU GUYS. i havent even DIPPED into my 'communities' and 'icons' filters yet. fuck. i may have to do that tomorrow.
as you may or may not have gathered, i slept like SHIT up there. im too tired to write up right now, but i will tomorrow after a night of hopefully beautiful sleep. i got caught up with comments and stuff too, but there are still some emails from you and comments that i have bookmarked because i knew they'd take more of my time and concentration. so don't think im ignoring you. ♥ I'm talking mainly to Gemma, Tiff, & Sara, but there's stuff from others of you too.
my mom said that my computer cord SHOULD be here tomorrow. it fucking better be. any day now. i didnt realize how much i depended on MY computer until i couldnt have it. like, i have a computer to use. but it's not me, it's not my place, it doesn't have my things. and im basically going insane. i didnt realize how much of a getaway my computer *actually* is. it's not a piece of technology, it's an actual place. call me crazy. go on, do it.
my mom was way nice today. i love her new medication. we ate chinese food and subway and watched So You Think You Can Dance and then i danced and she watched and we layed on the couch together and watched that 100 Greatest Movies countdown and she asked me for parenting advice about my sister. and she actually listened to me. she said she knows im good with words and being delicate with advice and logical about it all, so she actually valued my opinion. long story short, she wants to forbid my sister from seeing her boyfriend. ill tell you about it later. but basically, yeah she was really nice tonight.
i'll be back tomorrow with lots to say. goodnight... ♥.
OH AND ALSO? LISA EDELSTEIN'S HIGH SCHOOL PICTURE? YEAH.
as you may or may not have gathered, i slept like SHIT up there. im too tired to write up right now, but i will tomorrow after a night of hopefully beautiful sleep. i got caught up with comments and stuff too, but there are still some emails from you and comments that i have bookmarked because i knew they'd take more of my time and concentration. so don't think im ignoring you. ♥ I'm talking mainly to Gemma, Tiff, & Sara, but there's stuff from others of you too.
my mom said that my computer cord SHOULD be here tomorrow. it fucking better be. any day now. i didnt realize how much i depended on MY computer until i couldnt have it. like, i have a computer to use. but it's not me, it's not my place, it doesn't have my things. and im basically going insane. i didnt realize how much of a getaway my computer *actually* is. it's not a piece of technology, it's an actual place. call me crazy. go on, do it.
my mom was way nice today. i love her new medication. we ate chinese food and subway and watched So You Think You Can Dance and then i danced and she watched and we layed on the couch together and watched that 100 Greatest Movies countdown and she asked me for parenting advice about my sister. and she actually listened to me. she said she knows im good with words and being delicate with advice and logical about it all, so she actually valued my opinion. long story short, she wants to forbid my sister from seeing her boyfriend. ill tell you about it later. but basically, yeah she was really nice tonight.
i'll be back tomorrow with lots to say. goodnight... ♥.
OH AND ALSO? LISA EDELSTEIN'S HIGH SCHOOL PICTURE? YEAH.