F-LIST LOVEEEEEEE
I was just kind of freaking out about school, and like yelling at myself for spending all my time on this shit... and then i realized that its not just for nothing. And people appreciate my videos and shit more than my math teacher appreciates my latest assignment - it's like a no brainer. (and shut up mom because when you see this you're going to argue the other side and I already know that so just save yourself the breath. that is my whole point with this) And creative outlets > math any day. And then I realized a lot...
You guys are so amazing. You make me feel like I have a place, and I am so happy. And I hope that this is a prelude to whatever it is I'm supposed to do for the rest of my life, because if it is, then life will be about 100x better than I imagined it would be. I know this is really dumb but I was just kind of sitting back looking at stuff, and I feel so like I belong somewhere. I may not have the best grades, or a shit ton of volunteer work on my resume, or even a reasonable plan for my career, but there's more to life than that. And I have this, and you guys who tell me all the time how I influence you - be it by making things or getting you hooked on new shows or just by being your friend and talking about stupid shit all day - & it's important to me. And I know this is really, really stupid. But seriously.
I wish RL people would understand what you guys are to me - because I think they'd be a little less judgmental of the fact that I'd rather be on the computer than out having some huge social life.
I just wanted to thank you and let you know that I'll always be here for you.
♥
You guys get me.
You guys are so amazing. You make me feel like I have a place, and I am so happy. And I hope that this is a prelude to whatever it is I'm supposed to do for the rest of my life, because if it is, then life will be about 100x better than I imagined it would be. I know this is really dumb but I was just kind of sitting back looking at stuff, and I feel so like I belong somewhere. I may not have the best grades, or a shit ton of volunteer work on my resume, or even a reasonable plan for my career, but there's more to life than that. And I have this, and you guys who tell me all the time how I influence you - be it by making things or getting you hooked on new shows or just by being your friend and talking about stupid shit all day - & it's important to me. And I know this is really, really stupid. But seriously.
I wish RL people would understand what you guys are to me - because I think they'd be a little less judgmental of the fact that I'd rather be on the computer than out having some huge social life.
I just wanted to thank you and let you know that I'll always be here for you.
♥
You guys get me.