Fic: Behind Every Dark Cloud, There's a Rainbow (Eventually) - Interlude
It had been three months since their first kiss - Jared was a sucker for anniversaries like this, especially right after Christmas - and Jared had learned that baby steps was the best way to go with most anything with Jensen.
While Jared was thrilled they were together, he'd sometimes get frustrated at the speed things were moving. He knew he had to be careful, that he could jeopardize what they had, but he knew that moving forward was worth waiting for, as it had been in the past.
For their anniversary, Jared spent all day cooking dinner for Jensen. He had been able to talk Steve into getting Jensen out of the house so that Jared would be undisturbed. With some consultation with his momma, he made thick rib eye steaks marinated in teriyaki sauce, baked potatoes and ears of corn all on the grill. Luckily, everything fell together and Jensen arrived home just as everything was done cooking.
"Wow. This looks great, Jay. Thank you." They both dug in and heartily enjoyed Jared's grill mastery.
Jensen helped Jared clear off the table and wash the dishes. Once everything was cleared away, they snuggled together on the couch. As had become custom, they started with a slow makeout session. Jensen liked this better than just about anything. Jared was the best kisser in the world.
As with everything, their physical relationship had moved slowly as well. They had worked from hand jobs up to blow jobs, but Jared didn't push. He wanted Jensen to feel comfortable every step of the way.
As things got more heated, Jared took Jensen's hand and led him to the bedroom. They lay down facing each other, kissing hard, breathless. Jared moved his mouth along Jensen's jawline up to his earlobe. Jared had learned early on that Jensen's earlobe was one of his hot spots. He sucked and nibbled and Jensen started to pant as Jared's hand slipped down over Jensen's chest. "Off," Jared whispered and helped Jensen out of his t-shirt.
"You too," Jensen mumbled. "Wanna see you." Jensen helped Jared unbutton his shirt and throw it over on the laundry pile. He shimmied out of his jeans and helped Jensen out of his pants as well. "God, Jay, so beautiful. Always so goddamn beautiful."
Jared went back to sucking on Jensen's earlobe, his hand reaching down to play with Jensen's nipples. "Love you so much, Jen," he whispered into his ear. He began to suck down Jensen's neck, feeling Jensen's hands moving on his back. He moved down to Jensen's shoulder, biting gently, marking Jensen. While Jensen would never admit it, he loved when Jared would mark him, as long as it wasn't visible. Jared ran his hands down Jensen's flank, moaning at the feel of Jensen's skin under his hands. He suddenly pulled back. "Jen?"
Jensen kissed him deeply. "What, Jay?"
"Jen, baby, look at me."
Jensen met Jared's eyes. "Yes?"
"Let me make love to you. I want you so much. Please, Jen."
Jensen hesitated. "You know that I'm getting more comfortable…"
"Jen, I promise it'll be good. I'll make it the best it's ever been for you."
Jensen's mouth crashed into Jared. "Yes, Jay. Make love to me."
"Gonna show you how much I love you, Jen," he whispered into his ear, going back to sucking on his earlobe. His hand slid down over Jensen's chest, over his abs, down to his cock. He ran his hand under Jensen's boxers and began to slowly stroke him. "Gotta tell me, Jen, what you want. I want to make sure that you feel good. I want to hear you."
"God, Jay. Love you." He began to thrust into Jared's hand. "You have…something?"
"Yes." He rolled towards the side of the bed, pulling a condom and lube out of the drawer. "All prepared."
"What a boy scout," Jensen said with a laugh.
Jared kissed down Jensen's chest, licking as he went. "Such beautiful skin," Jared moaned. He kissed each of the scars on Jensen's arms. "Never again, baby. Promise me."
Jensen looked up directly into Jared's eyes. "I promise. Never again."
Jared slid Jensen's boxers down and began to place wet, open mouthed kisses down over his abdomen and over the trail of hair that led from his navel down to his groin. Jared moved his mouth down and began to suck on Jensen's cock, pulling just the head in and licking at the slit.
Jensen's hand twisted through Jared's hair. "Jay, yes, babe, just like that." With that encouragement, Jared sucked him all the way down. Jensen couldn't help himself from bucking his hips up into Jared's mouth. "Stop, stop, Jay, gonna come," he gasped. "Wanna come with you in me. Please."
Jared moved back up to Jensen's mouth, crashing them together, tongues dueling for dominance. "Now, Jay. Please."
Jared reached for the lube. "Gonna open you up nice and slow. Need to tell me if I'm going too fast, okay?"
Jensen nodded as he watched Jared pour some lube onto his hand. Jared ran his finger down the middle of Jensen's cock, down over his balls and slid back to his entrance. He rubbed a finger down around the puckered muscle, relaxing him. He began to slide his first finger inside Jensen, just the tip, then pushing in deeper. "You okay?"
"Mmmmm, yeah. Good," Jensen nodded as his breath sped up.
Jared slicked up a second finger and leisurely slid his finger next to the first. "Still okay?" Jensen nodded, too out of breath to do much more than moan.
Jared kissed Jensen's stomach, licking into his navel as he slid the third finger inside him and began to twist and scissor to open him up. Then he found that sweet spot inside Jensen. "Oh, fuck, yes! Just like that! Don't stop, god, Jay don't stop." Jared grinned to himself. This is what he wanted to see - Jensen falling apart in his hands.
"Are you ready, baby?"
"Now, Jay. Want you inside me so much."
Jared ripped open the condom packet and rolled the condom on. He grabbed the lube again and slicked himself up. "Which way?"
"Need to see you, please," he begged.
Jared kissed him deeply. "You need to tell me if I need to stop," he reminded Jensen. "Love you so much, Jen." Jared settled himself between Jensen's legs, lined himself up and pushed slowly.
The groan that came out of Jensen's mouth was downright obscene. "Wait, wait a sec."
Jared stopped pushing. "Are you okay?" Jared asked, voice tinged with panic.
"Yeah, just…just need a minute. Just don't move for a minute."
"Okay, baby." It was killing Jared not to thrust, but Jensen's safety and comfort came first. "Do you want me to pull out?"
"No!" Jensen answered. "Okay, go ahead, slowly."
Jared inched inside Jensen, running his hand down over Jensen's chest and abs. "Okay?"
Jensen nodded. "Yeah." He smiled. "Love you, babe. Love you so much." Jared moved in for another deep kiss as he bottomed out inside Jensen. After a minute, Jensen encouraged him, "Go ahead, move."
Jared began to slide in and out starting with slow thrusts, hitting Jensen's prostate every couple of strokes. "How's it feel? Let me hear you, babe."
"So good, Jay. Faster, please," he asked as he pulled Jared's mouth down for a hungry kiss. Jared started to move faster, holding onto Jensen's hip to anchor himself. "Feel perfect inside me. Never felt like this before." Jared's mouth found Jensen's again, kissing deeply, running his fingers through Jared's hair, holding his head there as Jared continued to thrust inside Jensen. "Fuck, Jay, yes, yes," he groaned as Jared began hitting his prostate on each thrust. Jared began to stroke Jensen until Jensen pushed Jared's hand away. "Wanna come from just your cock. Got me so hot, Jay. Keep going," Jensen begged.
Jared sped up his thrusts as Jensen writhed and moaned underneath him. "Oh, god Jen, love you, love you, come for me, baby, come for me!"
The pleasure curled through Jensen's body, pooling in his spine, just before his orgasm ripped through him. He grasped onto Jared's thighs as he came hard, covering his stomach and chest. "Jared, need to feel you! Come, babe!"
Jared lost his rhythm and his cock pulsed as he came into the condom. He worked Jensen through the aftershocks before gently pulling out. He took care of the condom and went into the bathroom to get a wet cloth to clean Jensen. Once he finished, he pulled Jensen into his arms.
Jensen tenderly kissed Jared's chest. "That was…"
"…Beyond incredible," Jared finished. He kissed the top of Jensen's head. "Thank you."
"For?"
"Letting me make love to you. Letting me remind you how fantastic it can be. I've never felt closer to anyone."
"I love you, Jared," Jensen said softly.
"I love you too, baby."
Jensen curled into Jared and, while whispering soft endearments, held him until he drifted off to sleep.
December 28
Jared made love to me tonight for the first time. It was so incredible. He took such good care of me, made it so awesome. It's never been this good for me before, not with Kevin and not with Sam. He made me feel safe and wanted and loved. I forgot what that feels like. Like I'm the only person in the world who matters. And when we're together, that's what he makes me feel like. That I'm the only person in his world. I can't put into words how much that means to me or what it feels like for me. I just know I love him, and I know that he loves me.
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