the concept of college.
out of the house, not going back to high school, no class on tues and thurs till 2 in the afternoon. in my own 'place'. college. so cool. can't wait, couldn't wait forever. still can't wait. moving in tomorrow.
tomorrow, no more of my friends. I mean, the times i foresee with keara will be priceless, and i'll make new friends. i'll get closer to rachana and erin at jmu. but, i'll not see erfan for a long long time, nor ray, or emily, (well, after next week!) or so many people. i've been reading your guys's lj's about missing ppl etc. and now, i'm talking to erfan and ray. i miss them. tongiht, as i was saying goodbye, it was normal until i got to ray. i missed him as i hugged him. he wouldn't let go, and in all honesty, i didn't want him to. i hate goodbyes. moreso, when you end the hug and look into the person's eyes and know the hug is over and you might not see their look for a long time. and that hit me hard with ray. and he's only down 81, i might even see him next weekend. but i miss him so already.
and erfan, i didn't miss him last night when i said goodbye, which is silly, but i knew i would miss him, so i gave a rather half hearted good bye. but now, i miss him. but, i rarely ever saw him. we talk online, bc schedules rarely coincide. i still remember freshman year when i had a BALL messing with him. bwuahaha.
leigh, i'm gonna miss her too. did i ever have a class iwth her? i don't think so. i don't know her well, but she's one of those ppl that i could always talk to when i felt out of place in a group. and there are so many hippie-ish qualities that i admired about her.
and catie, so pretty and so loud with what she thinks at hte same time. me, so jealous.
angie gave me one of the best hugs i got tonight. she's a good one at that. it made me miss her. becca says we're totally compatible. hehe, bc of the way we think. i'll miss her too. i'll think of lightning storms and megabitchiness and peanut butter
i miss the crazy sexually harassing ppl at work too.
and so many more ppl. i hope when we come back that everyone will mean it when they say "i've missed you!" and not the artificialness i've seen from other alumni when they see each other. i hope our lives don't get so busy that we aren't ecstatic to see each other again at the parties.
and i hope i get some sleep and the last minute packing. goodbye everyone, my next entry will be from harrisonburg!! =)
tomorrow, no more of my friends. I mean, the times i foresee with keara will be priceless, and i'll make new friends. i'll get closer to rachana and erin at jmu. but, i'll not see erfan for a long long time, nor ray, or emily, (well, after next week!) or so many people. i've been reading your guys's lj's about missing ppl etc. and now, i'm talking to erfan and ray. i miss them. tongiht, as i was saying goodbye, it was normal until i got to ray. i missed him as i hugged him. he wouldn't let go, and in all honesty, i didn't want him to. i hate goodbyes. moreso, when you end the hug and look into the person's eyes and know the hug is over and you might not see their look for a long time. and that hit me hard with ray. and he's only down 81, i might even see him next weekend. but i miss him so already.
and erfan, i didn't miss him last night when i said goodbye, which is silly, but i knew i would miss him, so i gave a rather half hearted good bye. but now, i miss him. but, i rarely ever saw him. we talk online, bc schedules rarely coincide. i still remember freshman year when i had a BALL messing with him. bwuahaha.
leigh, i'm gonna miss her too. did i ever have a class iwth her? i don't think so. i don't know her well, but she's one of those ppl that i could always talk to when i felt out of place in a group. and there are so many hippie-ish qualities that i admired about her.
and catie, so pretty and so loud with what she thinks at hte same time. me, so jealous.
angie gave me one of the best hugs i got tonight. she's a good one at that. it made me miss her. becca says we're totally compatible. hehe, bc of the way we think. i'll miss her too. i'll think of lightning storms and megabitchiness and peanut butter
i miss the crazy sexually harassing ppl at work too.
and so many more ppl. i hope when we come back that everyone will mean it when they say "i've missed you!" and not the artificialness i've seen from other alumni when they see each other. i hope our lives don't get so busy that we aren't ecstatic to see each other again at the parties.
and i hope i get some sleep and the last minute packing. goodbye everyone, my next entry will be from harrisonburg!! =)