Aug 15, 2003 00:06
yay for the scavenger hunt. i think the cross dresser on the list was the most enjoyable...sara and i should do another one, but this time, we'll have everyone put in five dollars so the winners get CA$H!
And thank you friends. I needed to see some of you. This working and packing before school frenzy made me forget that I miss you all. I was really depressed today, not happy with a lot about myself, and almost didn't come to something that I planned myself. Even if not for everyone else, seeing Andrew, was worth sucking up my bitchiness. Classic. That boy is such a hoot.
I'll be experiencing my withdrawl soon.
Tomorrow is my last day of work. Going in at 6am, and at least a twenty minute drive. I hate driving rt 50 in the morning because there are so many trucks, especially when they surround you. It's very scary for multiple reasons... But, loving working. Maybe it's just the constant sucking down of caffeine that makes it so wonderful. Keara, aren't you happy that I'm bringing lots of coffee stuff and etc. Your own personal barista at your service, m'dear. If I knew your favorite thing to drink, I could bring the ingredients to make it. (minus an expresso bar.)
So, the last two days I've been in one of those mini bouts of depression, having to do with my awful memory and weight, and other issues. I guess in the long run, there are lots of things to be thankful for, but I always seem to forget that when I get down. Seeing friends helped. I felt so antisocial, but felt really obligated to go. Thank goodness. So, afterwards, I go to Wendy's because it's balmy and I want an ice cold soda. I try to go inside, but only the drive thru is open. So these two black guys (not being derogratory) asked me if it was locked, etc. I didn't really say anything else and I got in my car and locked the doors and went thru to drive thru. Well, these two black guys pull up behind me, and another car pulls up next to them and the black passenger gets out and talks to these guys in the car, they seemed to be buds. Well, it's dark back there, only other person is behind the window inside and can't really see anything. So my window gets rolled up. Right as I"m about to go up, the black guy goes back to his car, gets something that looks like a pad of paper and a pen, and tries to come talk to me. I was like, "yeah right, a guy twice my height and three times my width, with three of his buddies, is gonna get anywhere with me" But he says "go ahead and pay" I wanted to be like, thanks for allowing me to pay...then walks around my car and stands right in front of the window so that i'd be able to pull through and stop. Yeah, power windows put those up and my shaggin wagon accelerated past him fast. I might have overreacted, but I don't care. I'm just gonna look back at it and believe that they were'nt gonna harrass me, they wanted my number. And, since I've been feeling fat as a whale, that helped boost my confidence a little. I think it'd be funny if they really wanted to mug me, but I drove away a happier little girl because of it...lol
Has anyone heard of Bunnyman's Bridge? I'm gonna try to get Andrew to take me there tomorrow after a party before I go to school. That, and Midgetville too. We'll get Em to come too. We're easily amused.