left out?
A lot of people are like FREAKING out because of graduation. I mean, a lot of "I got invited to this party, but not this one, so I feel like such a tooootal looser..." and all this is said in front of me...oh, me who wasn't invited to either of them. i thought highschool drama was over with, and what party you were invited to anymore was not supposed to deem your social status. And it also kinda sucked when that someone's tlaking about a big fun party they held, and oh wait, they didn't even realize you weren't invited, even though you hang out with that group. and i'm not like holding a grudge against that person, that's why i left the name out. I'm not mad at them, just sad that i'm not part of the group like i thought i was. Oh shit, i just realized, maybe i'm that person in the group that shows up and is invited by default sometimes, and that no one has the heart to tell them the truth, and just talk to me out of pity? damn, i hope not. =( I really thought that i had started to be not such an outsider in all the groups. But no one ever remebers to invite me. I kinda think since i'm an outsider to a lot of groups, and not super tight knit with one group, that when it comes to doing things, i'm never someone they think to invite. Sucks ass major. I was having an awesome day till i sat down to LJ to write and remembered how crummy that made me feel. wooohoo.