Weirdness
So tonight was our rehearsal and our rehearsal dinner.
Now it's all starting to sink in. I wasn't nervous at all until tonight. We went through the basic steps of the ceremony a couple times, and it just felt so weird! My stomach started getting all funny. I think the thought of walking down the aisle and having all those people stare at me is getting to me now.
Otherwise I'm really excited. I just seem to be looking at it sort of as an out of body experience. Like I see what is going on, but don't really feel that it's happening to me.
Weird.
We went to the Cheesecake factory for dinner. 20 of us, it was fun. I had a couple drinks which made me tired. Now I'm going to sit on my butt and watch TV, then go to bed. Tomorrow I think I will do a little shopping with Bristol, run a couple errands, and relax. We are having dinner at my parents with the out of town people, then I'm hitting bed at 9pm. I think I will buy some Tylenol PM to help me sleep. I've never taken anything to help me sleep before so I don't want anything that will make me feel groggy. If anyone has suggestions let me know.
Ok, I'm gonna go watch TV. It's all becoming very real now.
Now it's all starting to sink in. I wasn't nervous at all until tonight. We went through the basic steps of the ceremony a couple times, and it just felt so weird! My stomach started getting all funny. I think the thought of walking down the aisle and having all those people stare at me is getting to me now.
Otherwise I'm really excited. I just seem to be looking at it sort of as an out of body experience. Like I see what is going on, but don't really feel that it's happening to me.
Weird.
We went to the Cheesecake factory for dinner. 20 of us, it was fun. I had a couple drinks which made me tired. Now I'm going to sit on my butt and watch TV, then go to bed. Tomorrow I think I will do a little shopping with Bristol, run a couple errands, and relax. We are having dinner at my parents with the out of town people, then I'm hitting bed at 9pm. I think I will buy some Tylenol PM to help me sleep. I've never taken anything to help me sleep before so I don't want anything that will make me feel groggy. If anyone has suggestions let me know.
Ok, I'm gonna go watch TV. It's all becoming very real now.