Sigh.. I'm in a funk right now.
I've been fine all week, but all of a sudden I'm feeling really empty and lost. There are so many things I want to do with my life, so many things I want to tell people, so many things I don't think I'll ever have the courage to do. All I find myself doing is complaining and wanting and wondering and feeling low, without doing anything to change it. I don't know how and I'm afraid. I'm afraid of rejection and regret, but the bad part is that sometimes you have to take rejection in order not to feel regret. Sometimes I wish I were a mind reader, but then again I may not want to know what people really think or feel. So I'll just stay lost and confused until I don't know when.