san francisco
these two are keeping me sane. (tho i'd understand that if you looked at that picture you might question my sanity.)
california done me good.
with the help of some wonderful others. these are pictures from the other night that i want to share.
i really need to come across a new digital camera in my life. i dropped my old one into the stream at my farm because i was so excited to take pictures of the waterfalls and the dripping moss. all things in good time.
we've been in san francisco (billy and i) for three weeks on saturday and i have to say it's been good time spent. i've been reminded by those around me that i don't really do much (and that's how i can get away with smoking all day long.) but most of what goes on with me is definitely invisble. and inside my own head. so. i don't expect anyone to understand my own slow progression. last night amy (the dark haired beauty next to me.) took me to see vue (just heard of them. so rock and roll.) last night in the most amazing theater. gold moulding and chandeliers. it was my first "show" in california besides cochella. i never know what to expect but it was a good time. billy went up to oregon on wednesday for a few days to help out at some party of friends' that he's met out here. i miss him a lot but i've come to really appriciate my private time.
one more. my head so close.
my face and tika and dagney. (dont' they look itchy?)
amy and andrew are so fucking wonderful. as is bo (they're roommate, mom of the cute cat to come). and dagney and tika (radical down the street neighbors). maybe when i have more of attention span i'll share more pictures of here.
this was just one night.
so i can't expect anyone to actually know what it's like.
(i always have the thought that... it's only possible to communicate the universe inside of your mind with the words you use. i've been very sparse lately. keeping so much inside. but. maybe i need more time for things to ripen before i just start spitting them all out.)
i want to take a walk to the park.
it's nice there.
well. nice to me. i realize that park that i talk about is what amy would call "sketch" and when i bring other people there they're a little put off by all the squatters, and homeless kids and loud people. i like places where no ones really told what to do. so i guess that means there's always going to be some edgy people there.
i like seeing familiar faces from the rainbow gathering in the city. i didn't get that chance last year and it makes me feel like it's more real. less of *just* a dream.
i miss a lot of people being far away from my so called home.
but don't think i forget anything. love to all.
i'll close with this little beauty. her name. is keetow.
love love love.