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So, life lately.
I got accepted into Duquesne.
Which was prettty darn exciting. So now I'm either going to Duquesne or St. Francis for Dentistry. :)
Gannon is too far away. :(
Work is good.
I can tolerate my boss much better. && this summer is going to be a lot better because of that.
I won't come home ready to pull my hair out.
Even though my boss expects me to be superwoman. haha. Because I can do all of the jobs there, he expects me to have everything done at once. gah.
I'm trying my darndest to get over Dan. Because he doesn't want a girlfriend.
But it's prettttty hard.
Commons. Well we've established that we're just best friends. I don't know. He still likes me. But he knows I don't like him back. Maybe because when we're together all I talk about is Dan. Which makes me feel bad. but I can't help it, he knows him well, && he's a guy.
But still. I think he understands. But he still wants more.
PROM.
Who the helll knows.
I don't have a prom dress, nor did I start looking.
Nor do I have a prom date.
I kind of wanted it to be Dan.
But we all see where that is going.
It's my senior year so I want to go.
&& I want a date that I'm going to have fun with and maybe like. hm
Oh, I just felt like ranting.
Now some quotes from Sex && the Cityyy.
Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.
Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away.
Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they're supposed to run wild until they find someone -- just as wild -- to run with.
I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love.
No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you'll never get through it without your friends.
When it comes to relationships, maybe we're all in glass houses, and shouldn't throw stones. Because you can never really know. Some people are settling down, some are settling and some people refuse to settle for anything less. Than butterflies...
When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun, then you grow up and learn to be cautious; you could break a bone, or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there is no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?
Later that day I got to thinking about fairy tales. What if Prince Charming had never shown up? Would Snow White have laid in that glass box forever? Or would she have gotten up, spit out the apple, gotten a job and a health care plan and moved on with her life?
I got accepted into Duquesne.
Which was prettty darn exciting. So now I'm either going to Duquesne or St. Francis for Dentistry. :)
Gannon is too far away. :(
Work is good.
I can tolerate my boss much better. && this summer is going to be a lot better because of that.
I won't come home ready to pull my hair out.
Even though my boss expects me to be superwoman. haha. Because I can do all of the jobs there, he expects me to have everything done at once. gah.
I'm trying my darndest to get over Dan. Because he doesn't want a girlfriend.
But it's prettttty hard.
Commons. Well we've established that we're just best friends. I don't know. He still likes me. But he knows I don't like him back. Maybe because when we're together all I talk about is Dan. Which makes me feel bad. but I can't help it, he knows him well, && he's a guy.
But still. I think he understands. But he still wants more.
PROM.
Who the helll knows.
I don't have a prom dress, nor did I start looking.
Nor do I have a prom date.
I kind of wanted it to be Dan.
But we all see where that is going.
It's my senior year so I want to go.
&& I want a date that I'm going to have fun with and maybe like. hm
Oh, I just felt like ranting.
Now some quotes from Sex && the Cityyy.
Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.
Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away.
Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they're supposed to run wild until they find someone -- just as wild -- to run with.
I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love.
No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you'll never get through it without your friends.
When it comes to relationships, maybe we're all in glass houses, and shouldn't throw stones. Because you can never really know. Some people are settling down, some are settling and some people refuse to settle for anything less. Than butterflies...
When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun, then you grow up and learn to be cautious; you could break a bone, or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there is no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?
Later that day I got to thinking about fairy tales. What if Prince Charming had never shown up? Would Snow White have laid in that glass box forever? Or would she have gotten up, spit out the apple, gotten a job and a health care plan and moved on with her life?