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Okay.
So most of you don't know this but I have a half brother named Todd. He's my dad's kid. && my dad was going to get married to his mom, but he said he didn't want to and then she found out she was pregnant && hates my dad.
So. Todd never had anything to do with my dad or me. But he talks to my grandparents. It's mainly his mom's fault because she's a bitch and told him to hate my dad for not marrying her.
He's 30 now. && I was down at my grandparents today feeding their birds because they're away in Florida && they told me to check their messages so I did.
&& there was a message on there from him, and it was like Hi grandma && grandpap how are you, I haven't talked to you in a while. etc.
&& it made me realllly sad, like I really want him in my life, like he lives in Philadelphia I think, but still, I would like my brother in my life.
I always wanted a brother and I have one. But I dunno.
It just made me sad && to hear him call them his grandparents
I want my brother in my life.
Oh well, I needed to vent to someone because my dad he doesn't like to talk about Mary, Todd's mom, or Todd. so we just don't.
&& I feel uncomfortable talking to my mom about it because like it's not her kid or anything.
I've never talked about this before.
It's kind of weird.
Merrry Christmas. :)
<3
So most of you don't know this but I have a half brother named Todd. He's my dad's kid. && my dad was going to get married to his mom, but he said he didn't want to and then she found out she was pregnant && hates my dad.
So. Todd never had anything to do with my dad or me. But he talks to my grandparents. It's mainly his mom's fault because she's a bitch and told him to hate my dad for not marrying her.
He's 30 now. && I was down at my grandparents today feeding their birds because they're away in Florida && they told me to check their messages so I did.
&& there was a message on there from him, and it was like Hi grandma && grandpap how are you, I haven't talked to you in a while. etc.
&& it made me realllly sad, like I really want him in my life, like he lives in Philadelphia I think, but still, I would like my brother in my life.
I always wanted a brother and I have one. But I dunno.
It just made me sad && to hear him call them his grandparents
I want my brother in my life.
Oh well, I needed to vent to someone because my dad he doesn't like to talk about Mary, Todd's mom, or Todd. so we just don't.
&& I feel uncomfortable talking to my mom about it because like it's not her kid or anything.
I've never talked about this before.
It's kind of weird.
Merrry Christmas. :)
<3